Monday, October 27, 2008

Exam!!

Srry ppl, can't really update. . . Exam period!! darn!! Finish next month 5th!! So patient ya!!

Wish all Monashian's good luck!! all the best in studies. Especially my friends!!

To other colleges and uni's. . .same to u all!!

till then. . . .

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-kimhan-

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Hey ppl

Hey ppl, THANKS for WISHING me HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! sorry I can't reli say thank you to each and everyone of U one by one. . so so sorry, but then, THANK YOU!!!! Here I'll say A VERY BIG thank you!!!

Thanks to ppl who sent me smses, who sent frienster msges, and facebook msges. Thank You so much!

Thanks to ppl who rmbered my birthday!!

Thanks to ppl who bought me presents, celebrated with me and even baked caked for me. Thanks to ppl who bought cake for me too. Thanks for being with me in my humble and bored day. Thanks for making my twen-teen birthday memorable! Thanks!Hugs and Kisses.

Here I like to wish all incoming birtday ppl a very happy birthday and may all wishes comes tru!!

*back to exam mood, study study study :[*

hugs

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-kimhan-

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Twen-Teen

Happy Birthday!!

I'm Twen-Teen!! Woot woot. . .Still YOUNG!! LOLZ. . .

'.'

-kimhan-

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Can't wait

Woot I can't wait till exam is over wei. lolz. Damn, I just can't wait. . .

To all Monashians, my best friends, My friends, My fans, my strangers, my future friends, my gfs, my bfs, my assignment friends, class mates, lecture mates and etc etc etc. . .
Study smart, Study well, Stay healthy. Lets fight the exam till it's over. Woot woot! Good luck in UR studies ppl!! Dun stress up, take a break when U need to!!!

My term of being a welfare officer will start soon. Need to get prepare before the new year. So many things need to sort out. Woot woot. . . .

Summer Course coming. Some people will be going to US to work. Work and travel programme thingy. . . I'm gonna miss them. . . .

Should I or Should I not? So hard to choose. . . . .

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-kimhan-

Friday, October 10, 2008

WhAt m I sUppOsE tO dO?

What am I suppose to do?
I cannot take it anymore. I felt I'm falling each and everytime.
It seems like I cannot do anything tho. . . Hmm. . . Oh well. . .
Things are not what I expected. It's so messy.
Hahaha, let's hope for the best?
Mayb shall stop expecting/dreaming/thinking.
What can I do to mend things? hmmm . .
I really think theres' ntg I can do as it is falling apart.
This? These? That?
Further and further each time.
Life goes on . . .
It makes me feel so low, till my head gonna blow.
For a better and brighter day tmr. . . I hope . .
All I need now is just bring up myself.
Don't worry Be happy. . .
I will be strong, and depend on myself.
Things will be better I'll tell myself. lolz.
I will pull myself together and face the fact.
Oh well, above are kinda random lar. Heeee. . . . Exams are so dead near. . .

I'm scare. . . Lolz. . . My lazy bits keep pulling me back from the books. Damn. Lolz. . .

Oh well, I wish all people happy studying. :)

Anyway, I pray, wish, hope, dream, think and wants the best, the best, and the best!! :)
I MISS U!!
ciaoz

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-kimhan-

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

iT's TouGh!!

It's definitely TOUGH!! :\
I guess I have to depend on myself?! :(
'.'

-kimhan-

FiNaLLy?

Finally the MRM is done. Although Jo is editing it now. BUT ITS DONE finally. Been in library the whole day though. Credits to Sue and Jo. AS well as Allen. =)

Anyways I'm still in library writing this post. The rest is taking their break and rest in the cafe. I'm sitting here wondering again? Izit suppose to be like this?

I reli reli felt. . . I dunno how to say lar. . . . F'up?

feel damn shitty lar. . . U, U and U?? haihs. I do understand it anymore. . . I reli dunno. . .
I felt like I'm totally nothing. NOTHING?!
I hav done my part. I even doing parts that I am not suppose to do. I'm not complainin, but isn't giving support better than complaining it?I want the support, but what happens is complains on that very chair. I know what is going around me. I know. I pretend like I do not know anything. But somehow it just gets up to my head and heart. I'm reli hurt and down.
Does anyone actually understands me??
Maybe I always had been a disappoinment all these while. . . I reli dunno what else but to say . . . . . . . . . . sorry?
I felt insecure. Yes believe it, even guys have insecure feelings.
O well, that's all for now tho. I really hav no mood to think about it. hav funs. . . .

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-kimhan-

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Get well

Get WELL soon!! Rest Well alright!! =)
Heee....

'.'

-kimhan-

Sunday, October 05, 2008

IziT sUpPoSe To bE LiKe tiS?

It's been nites since I ever sleep early. Everyday, for this whole week, I had been sleeping at 3 am, 4 am or even 5 am. Why? I love sleep so much, but just can't find the comfort to sleep. Lolz.

Lying down on the sofa, staring at the tv, not concentrating at all but still cannot get sleepy or tired.

Lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling, with and without the lights on, I just struggles everytime I try to sleep. FLip myself to the right, then to the left, the right then left. . . it continues. . .but I just can't sleep. Why?

When I was struggling this whole week, I did MANY, MUCH, INFINITE, DEEP, SERIOUS, thinking. About what? About past, current and future.
I should be studying, or even doing assignment. But somehow, I do not have the 'momentum' to it. Instead, all these THOUGHTS jam my brain. Lolz.


I have many issues including friendship and studies. We can neglect friendship issues as I don't feel like writing it here. :) About studies, Like I said, I should be studying, Finals coming. And YET I'm not being serious in my studies. I tell myself everytime, I have to work hard, I have to work hard, but Laziness just climb over me. I had done my serious thinking. AND I will start serious revision and study from now. Lolz I hope.

Randomness: I do not know how I feel. Every moment I just wish I can see and talk. I miss dearly as its been a while. I hope for the best. I wish it will be the best too. :)
Aaaa, probably I shouldn't be saying it here, but, MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!! WOOT WOOT! lolz. Oh well, not 21 yet. But no longer teen. Unless we pronounce it as twen-teen years old. Hahaha, Lame-nya.

Before I end, randoms:

'Frenship r amazing ppl who accept unconditional luv n care. They recognize each others differences. They trust n believe in each other that they opened up their hearts 2share their dreams, tots and fears. They laugh 2gether in hapiness n share each others tears. Frens r blessings 2 be treasure 4eva.'

'Sometimes things arent d way u hoped they would b, tat's when u hav 2tell urself tat things will get better. It may not be easy, but take each step forward s a challenge. Learn from ur difficult times. Grow in courage n in strength. Keep blivin urself. Stay focus on all u wan ur life 2b. Challenges r part of lifes journey tat will only bring u closer 2wat u dream 2b.'

'Life is full of ppl who will make u laugh, cry, smile till ur face hurts, n so happy tat u think u'll burst. But those who leave their footprints on ur soul r the 1s tat keep ur life goin.'

There are many more I have read. But if I continue writing, there won't be any time for me to finish it. Lolz. There are some kept in my phone too. Lolz.

Oh well, things definately so different nowadays. How it changes so fast? I really do not know. But I really hope it change for the better, not worse. :\

That's all for now, Updates soon. Ciaoz.

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-kimhan-

Friday, October 03, 2008

ABBA Collection!!

Woot woot. . . Mamma Mia is a good show, at least for me it is. Because its so. . . how to say ar, cheerful? Happy? Melodi-ish? Lolz, Lolz. . . I knew how to sing half of their songs in the cinema when watching man. Lolz. .
These are the popular songs!!

Mamma Mia



I Have A Dream



Take A Chance On Me



Dancing Queen



Money Money Money



Super Trouper



Knowing Me Knowing You



Gimme Gimme Gimme



Chiquitita



Lay All Your Love On Me



S.O.S



Honey Honey



12 songs here. ABBA has TOO many songs. . lolz. . . But these are the songs that are more well-known, at least to me, and I like. Lolz. Go download the songs and hear!! woot woot.

Oh well, I'm stoning at home. . . Should BE doing assignment or even study for FINALS!! but look wat Am I doing wei. . . Lolz.

O well, that's all for now. Ciaoz!! :]

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-kimhan-