KiM's ThIs & tHaT . . . . .

Fuuhhh*

2009-11-01T21:16:00.003+08:00

I had pour out everything.... I'm Happy....
I wish for a better tomorrow each and everyday.
Rainbow and sunshine fill the sky everyday,
Just to brighten everyone's heart.

I'm happy and proud for what I did,
Surely, If you know what I am talking about,
You feel proud for me too.
Short and simple,
Yet powerful and strong,
ends every doubt, sadness, moodiness and down-ness.
I'm glad on the outcome.

Besty forever.
Best wishes.
Always remember.
Memories.
Promises.

Hugs.

'.'

-kimhan-

I'll Be There - Jackson 5

2009-11-01T21:10:00.002+08:00

You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I'll be there
I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name and I'll be there

If you should ever find someone new, I know he'd better be good to you
'Cause if he doesn't, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there,
Just call my name, I'll be there
(Just look over your shoulders, honey - oo)

I'll be there, I'll be there, whenever you need me,
I'll be there Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there...

'.'

-kimhan-

Sitting here staring at it...

2009-10-28T17:19:00.002+08:00

As the title says, I'm sitting here and staring at the screen.... Stoning like no body's business.. I bet i'm gonna turn into a hard rock soon cos I keep stoning..... '.'

I do I do I do...... I donno what to do... Sienz.....
I really Miss yoU!!
What should I do? It may seem so simple to accomplish so many things, but on the fact, its so hard... Right? Yes I know, must try and patient and time will heal everything mar..rite? hehehe...
....Jus tough....
Wootz....
Miss U every moment, just wish I can hug you tightly and jus say, All the best....
Exams exams exams....
Heavy breathing, Sigh-ning, I accept the defeat... I will rise, er, try.... =)
I think tat's all for now....
Hugs & Kisses
Ciaoz

'.'

-kimhan-

W.....

2009-10-28T17:17:00.000+08:00

What to do what to do!!! argh.....

Speechless.....
miss you dearly....
'.'

-kimhan-

Lost....

2009-10-26T18:50:00.001+08:00

Hmmm.... I had live a lied..... I had cheated myself and everyone all these while....hmmm...

I wish there will be a brighter tmr.. Hugs.

'.'

-kimhan-

230th Posts

2009-10-26T00:17:00.003+08:00

Hey people, this is my 230th posts!

Won't say much in this post, because really not in the mood tho....

You all know one thing, life is just getting tougher, & tougher, & tougher each time.
Have you ever wonder that can life gets any easier each time when you face difficulties.
Is that what life really means? A cycle full of ups & downs? Happy & sad? Love & hate? Fun & dull? etc...
Well, you all might find it so random. True enough, it is random! No doubt about it. I wish I can just scream my lungs out....

I'll never forget, I'll never forget, I'll never forget....I'll miss, I'll miss, I'll miss.... I'll love, I'll love, I'll love....
but, I'm just going to breakdown......

What should I do?

Just wish everything will be fine....
hmmmm, anyway,
People from Monash, WISH YOU ALL BEST OF LUCKS IN STUDIES & EXAMS. ALright?

Logging off.... =\

'.'

-kimhan-

Happy Deepavali!!

2009-10-17T01:00:00.002+08:00

Happy Deepavalli!!!
Happy Diwali!!

Happy FESTIVAL OF LIGHTS!!!

Let's celebrate the festival of lights. Ensure the light shining through the dark and fear. Never ending, showing the way of life, way of journey, let us walk through it together with the light shining upon.... Wootz.

Wish everyone healthy and safe always. Of course, HAPPY never ending....

'.'

-kimhan-

Short & Simple....

2009-10-17T00:24:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday!! weee....I'm 21 years old di. Well, that was on 15th October of cos!!

Anyway I will like to say Happy birthday too to people whos birthday falls on the same day with me and to others who are past, coming, or present!. =) Wish you all the best yeah.

I celebrated My birthday with a quiet morning. Although my phone wasn't as busy with sms tones like before, I was glad to see those few names that I wasn't expecting. Also those names always appear in my phone and in my life. I'm so glad that they wished me. Of cos, Facebook is nvr quiet even before my bday till the end. Thanks people for wishing me.

Moving on, I was sitting in the office.... it's kinda quiet, didn't expect anyone to come and wish me or surprise me... already wished me in facebook and sms earlier mar. Lol.

I went for discussion with my group preparing for presentation. after that, when I reach back the room, I saw familiar faces, Ee Ling, Seah, Si Jie, etc.... It seems normal tho... Suddenly a MOB came heading towards my office...I know there's something wrong di...maybe a surprise perhaps....?? till some one show another friend, asking whether they got lighter to light up the cake...I Stunned and look... and i jus smile.... I expecting the cake and a song coming...and BOOM...there it is....=) Although not as surprise...but still surprise that everyone is there..singing song for me...after that, I have to sing song for my self eventually...hahahah...Some were not there...well, ur semangat still there...so yeah..Thanks people.....

But it doesnt end there....=[.... I have to walk with the cake to the cafeteria and shout it is my birthday today! After that have to continue into the library, still holding the cake...walk around the library... After that have to walk towards the entrance, telling people its my birthday, whoever I meet...be it stranger or not... LOL... addition to that, my face was wit chocolate linings... like cat... HAHAHAHA.... Well, I manage to did all... And i can say i AM PROUD OF IT!!

After that, tahu lar...MAKAN CAKE!!! haha... THANKS PEOPLe.... REally...

THANK YOU TO PEOPLE WHO WERE THERE, TAKING MY PICTURES, LAUGHING, RECORDING, GIVING SUGGESTIONS, AND ETC....

THANK YOU for being there for me on my birthday, making it one memorable birthday for me.. THANK YOU.... LOVE YOU GUYs......

Credits to: Sing Li for organizing it...
and the rest of my besty who were there: Yu Min, Seah, Ee Ling, Tze Hwui, Si Jie, Yung Lin, Janics, Woan Yee, Lois, Hui Chet, Yang, Ee Chien, Ivy, Alvin....
Those weren't there, yet I appreciate them with the gang: Ee Von, Kai Ing, Christina...

Did I left out anyone?? hehehe.....So UP??

Anyway, to the others who wished me... THANK YOU SO MUCH....I may not reply your sms and etc, but then, really, I APPRECIATE ALOT.... ESPECIALLY those who I really missed(overseas) and those who are still here and I care for... Thank you.

Not forgetting my sub committee members: Thank YOU so much for your card, and your cake...celebrating it wit me. Thank you. Will gonna miss you guys...

To ALL: THANK YOU. HUGS. KISSES... WISH ALL, BEST OF BEST IN EVERYTHING....HUAT ARRR!!!!!

Ciaoz people...update more soon...

'.'

-kimhan-

Have you?

2009-10-03T23:27:00.003+08:00

Have you ever wonder, hope, and think of living a simple life?

Living beside the green ocean. On the beach. Simple house. Simple Life. Everything is there. Do not need to work. Just you with you love one, holding hands together, watching the sun rise, and sun set together, drinking Long Island, feeling the breeze, and smiling? Wow....

Random...

'.'

-kimhan-

Heyoo...

2009-10-03T22:47:00.002+08:00

Hey people, it's been a while again. Lol.... Brief Updates!!

Monash Ball Over di. Woo, Congrats to the Miss and Mr Monash 2009.
The event was great, Simple yet entertaining. Food, so so lar. Environment, So so lar. Lucky draw, DAMN, I didn't get. Lolz. Well Kudos to the Organizing team. At least I enjoyed some how in the ball!
Everyone look great!! woohoo...

After Ball, went Poppy, Passion club in KL. IT WAS PACK!! woot! yeah drank kinda ok lar. Got high got a little drunk. Unable to drive back home after that. Didn't realise I actually scolded the driver who drove me home. Sorry bro! lol. Thanks anyway. hahaha.. come to realise of it, it is suppose to be BIKINI Nite, but I didn't spot any BIKINI girls at all. Damn.... hahah..maybe they wear inside lar.... LOL....Overall, Great nite!!

Happy MOON CAKE festival!! hahaha...Eat more Moon cake and get FAT!! hahaha...JOKING lar... Go play some tang lung !! Have some gathering with friends in WB happening place. Had so much food. Burb. Kudos to the organizer, AH YANG!! haha... looking forward for more. =)

Assignments assignments assignments!! Saying it just driving me crazy!!! OMG!!!

MPI ORAL TEST ON MONDAY!!! argh!!!! Haven study a sh*t man!!! damn!!!

October month!! Many friends getting older!! Happy Bday friends!! Best wishes!! hugs!

My Bday around the corner, still deciding....ooooo....
Presents presents presents!! hahaha... well, I have so much in my mind!! Dunno anyone will give or not!! haha.... wish and hope so lor.. LOL... Girlfriend ler?? hmm....who want to become?? hahah... jus joking.....LOLZ....

OMG!! EXAMS!!!! RELI need to study after my oral test man! Seriously.. this semester everything moves so fast!!! argh!!!!

A lot people getting emo, tensed and stress lately, must be the exam and end sem assignment period lar... Even me also getting tensed and emo..!! Just wish I can go some where, the beach, waterfall, jungle, field...anywhere to shout everything out!! argh!!! haihs...Oh well.....CHEERZ! Lets FiGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!!

Ok lar, I think that's all for now lar, dun wanna continue... I can be damn random and continue the whole nite wan!! hahaha....

nitez people. Good luck in everything!! wootz

GOD BLESS!!
Amen!

'.'

-kimhan-

Randomness of me today....

2009-09-17T01:51:00.002+08:00

Woot, Random random!! Hahah, damn random wei!!!

Wanna read some lame jokes??? hahaha better not lar. If want come find me lar. I tell better lame jokes than writing. Lolz..

Anyways,

I think I learn something and I hope what I learned is really something that makes me stronger, better, smarter, wiser, and etc.
I finally understand things that I should understand long ago where I should have learned all these long ago.
I realise that there always so much to give rather than just what you expect in return.
No doubt that it is such experienced thought for me as I had successfully overcome those doubts, those stupid thoughts, those sensativity, those emo, those hyper, those etc etc.
~n~

Dun understand nvm, should U know that I'm a very RANDOM person! hahaha.......

anyway, that's all i wanna random post up today. See ya ppl soon!! wootz...

Too much sugar in my blood although i nvr have my dinner. Too hyper! hahaha...but gonna head to bed soon.

Facebook applications said that I am 78% lucky today. Let's make it 87% tmr and continue to 100% always. hahaha....

Facebook is just TOO addictive!!!

haha... damn Random lar I realise my post today!! hahaha... Don't you agree??

Life, always have bittergord, spices, sweets, lemonade.... hahahah... if you get wat I mean, if not, trying seeing each taste, n u know. Lol.

Ciaoz

'.'

-kimhan-

Getting hectic??

2009-09-15T11:35:00.002+08:00

Woot, everything is like around the corner........

Presentation tmr, assignments all due next week... Monash Ball also next week. MPI oral exam after the break. MPI client presentation after that somemore. Continuing, exam next month. Omg.... one after the other....

.........................

Speechless.......

'.'

-kimhan-

Read some random stuff....

2009-09-15T01:42:00.001+08:00

Is this for real? Lol.....

Motivational Quote of the Day:-
Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action. -Benjamin Disraeli

Today's Horoscope:- Libra
You could easily go overboard today while attempting to remain objective in your interactions with others, but it might be wiser to just express how you feel. Holding on to neutrality sounds like a good idea at first, but hiding your perspective also suppresses your passion, making it harder to inspire others. Getting your true feelings out into the open now can prevent a more intense meltdown in a few days. -Rick Levine

Lolz

'.'

-kimhan-

Actually....

2009-09-14T02:33:00.003+08:00

Actually, I do hate myself sometimes...why?

Because....

For what I have done.
For decisions I have made.
For stupid things I said.
For stupid things I done.
For how I talk.
For how I respond.
For how I work.
For how I treat.
For how I eat.
For how I play.
For how I train.
For how I commit.
For how I see.
For how I think.
For how I look.
For how I express.
For how I deal.
For how I forget.
For what, when, how, which, I should do.
For who is around me.
For who I have hurt.
For WHO I AM.
......etc........

'.'

-kimhan-

Needed

2009-09-14T01:42:00.004+08:00

I needed someone to talk to. Some how there's no one I can find to talk to. Looks like I'm going to keep it deep inside me. Once again....
I wish I can share with you. But your are not there for me.
Am I doing the right thing?
I'm sorry
Logging off......

'.'

-kimhan-

Worth?

2009-09-09T01:46:00.001+08:00

Is it Worthy??

So hard to determine!

So damn difficult!

............

'.'

-kimhan-

Another day, another thought, another mind, another mood. . .

2009-09-04T14:59:00.002+08:00

Hey people,

Well, it's another cloudy day, raining in the morning. So comfortable tugging self one the bed. wootz, so nice weather. Came Uni after fetching Ling, cos raining. Waited for them for lunch in the office. wootz. Now after lunch, stoning in the office, dunno what to think also. Lolz.

Been training basketball on Tuesday, n Thursday. Starting to get use to the sports already. Although I still prefer Football/Futsal & handball. Lolz. Well, all sports. Fun Fun Fun.

Went Pertama complex with Ivy, to buy some necessity for Welfare Department and myself. Wootz, some court game balls, some table tennis bats and ping pong balls. Went Ramadhan bazaar after that. Bought & eat so much, even 'tapau' for friends in Uni, share together berbuka puasa in my office. Hahahah . . .

Janics Bday, celebrated in Wangsa Baiduri, together with the group of people, and celebrate house warming for Yung Lin, Yang, Ee Chien & SiJie. Lolz. Wild night. Wasted some of them cannot make it. hahaha..

Monash ball it around the corner. It's end of this month! the Theme for the ball is VOGUE!! woot. Come people. Celebrities and great performances will be on that one Superb Nite! The tickets now is as low as RM80 per ticket and it will increase starting from next week. So be fast if you want to save few bucks.

MUSA election is coming soon. CHEER vs PASSION. Let's see what's going on soon.

Been a little moody, tired, and down these few days. Do not know why though. Maybe I'm just confuse, sensative and exhausted. Caw caw roar......

Hope I can sort out my brains soon. Lol. Please give me some sign....

I'm just waiting. . . . . . .for the right moment, for the right time, for the right sign.......

'.'

-kimhan-

梁静茹 - 情歌

2009-09-04T14:52:00.003+08:00

习惯是琥珀泪一滴滴被反锁情书在不朽淹没成沙漏
青春的上游白云飞走藏够雨还有
闪过的念头潺潺地流走
命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙换一颗红豆

回忆如困兽
寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头反而更自由
慢动作千卷胶卷重播默片
定格一瞬间
我们在告别的演唱会
说好不再见

你写给我我的第一首歌
你和我十指紧扣
默协前奏
可是呢然后呢
还好我又握着一首情歌
轻轻地轻轻哼着哭着笑着
我的天长地久

命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽
寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头反而更自由
长镜头越来越远越来越远
时隔好几年
我们在怀念的演唱会
礼貌地吻别

你写给我我的第一首歌
你和我十指紧扣
默协前奏
可是呢然后呢
还好我又握着一首情歌
轻轻地轻轻哼着哭着笑着
我的天长地

陪我唱歌清唱你的情歌
舍不得短短副歌
心还热着也该告一段落
还好我又握下一首情歌
是你宛如轻轻的像涌的河
永远天长地久

'.'

-kimhan-

....that's how you said it......

2009-08-29T02:13:00.002+08:00

Argh, not gonna update alot. Reli Bad Mood now!!

Talent Nite as Camera-man, Came home, about to upload my picture, SD card got problem!! ARGHH!!!!! all picture GONE GONE GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*speechless*
*stone*
*angry*
*pissed*

'talking to you so geram' ?
Hmmm, Sorry to annoy you lar ok? Shall not speak no more.
*Just too sad seeing you say that to me*
*sad*
*hurt*
*sad*
*hurt*
*shall not speak no more*
*speechless*

Logging Off. . .

Ciao

'.'

-kimhan-

Quote of the day . . .

2009-08-25T01:26:00.003+08:00

Stop Drinking Coffee to stay awake, because it makes you addicted to stay awake!!

'.'

-kimhan-

Famine 30

2009-08-25T00:46:00.006+08:00

Woot. Hey people.

Saturday & Sunday - FAMINE 30!! So cool!! love it. Thinking of joining again. Heres a little bit of each . . .

Met my group of friends in Corner Shop for Super filling breakfast before going Uni to join other campers. Start 'puasa' for 30 hours at 12pm SHARP in Uni. Throughout have games, interactivity activities, movies and other activities. Well, no doubt some are fun and some definitely meaningful. The fact that they asked us to go zzz when we can't reli sleep is not reli wise thing to do as it is a camp and can't just sleep like tat right? Besides, no air-cond somemore at nite. Hahah, but that would have defeat the purpose anyway. hahaha...

Went to Bukit Jalil other campers to countdown for the Famine 30. Wow, it was unbelievable. Reaching 7000 people together, Starving for the 30 hrs. All in one roof together counting down! So cool!! Performances by known stars. Jacklyn Victor, Dannell Lee, Micheal Wong, Frenssica Peters, and etc. . . Most Importantly, all the way from Taiwan . . .A MEI!!! woot. The crowd were mad throughout the 6 hrs countdown. Monash, well except our group and few of other monashians, others were too tired to cheer and hype. the others, WOOT WOOT all the way!!! Magnificent environment!! haha . .

Well most of us, all we do is drank water and soya sponsored by Soyrich. Then when break Fast after the 30 hrs, our first drink also Soya milk from Vsoy. And you can guess it, definitely will stop drinking Soya for maybe few weeks. lol. . .

People involve, the 'so up group' are: Me, Tze Hwui, Ee Ling, Yung Lin, Kai Ing, Si Jie, Ee Von, Yang, Seah, Yu Min, Alvin, Luke, Janics, Julius.

hooo hoooo. . . .

that's a brief of the Famine 30 held recently. Woot.

Ciao ppl.

'.'

-kimhan-

Woo?

2009-08-21T22:16:00.002+08:00

Hey people,

Hmm, well, just realize that lifes are difficult. Really difficult. Have all kind of people around which makes your day ups and downs, front and back, happy and sad. So complicated life. How I wish that I can spend my time on a beach, mild sunny day, listening to the ocean waves, chatting and relaxing with a few best friends, no specific topic nor obligation, open mind and just that the whole day. Wouldn't it be GREAT? Wooo. . . Lolz.

Let me update some tiny bitty of my recents first. Lolz

Well, Wednesday 19th August, ASSIGNMENT headache man. Didn't start my assignment early. Thought it was going to be easy. Well, I did two assignments in a total of 8 hours for total of 2500 words. Hows that? Lol. Cool rite? But definitely pray for best result. . . . .

MUSA AGM today held in LT 6007. Not many students attend. Duration around 1 1/2 hours. Done. Well, at least MUSA 2009 had done their AGM. Woo.

Thursday, 20th August, MUSA Forum. At first not many students, later more & more students coming in. Glad that we make through it. :) second forum coming up soon.

Monash Talent Nite is around the corner. Woot!! Buy the tickets. Only RM 15 ringgit woo woo!!! It will be GREAT!!!

MUSA election: I left CHEER party. It's not a happy thing for me, as I was the leader, finding people for the party and such. Well, I guess they too will be great without me. I didn't leave because I do not want to continue leading this party, but because I am un-wanted by the ticket authorizer as he has the rights to choose what he wants to do with the party. Well, not putting the blame to him or anyone, just want to clarify myself tho. It's not I purposely step down. It's because I have no choice. :) But no matter what, I'll still remember how you all supported me, although it's just a short period. heeee. . . Hugs CHEER. Thank You

CHEER vs PASSION
Good luck!!

And yes, I'm not running for individual ballots as president nor treasurer. I'm going to enjoy my life in UNI as MUCH as I will. Woot. But definitely help out as much as I can also.

Tommorrow Famine 30. Will be in Campuse then in Bukit Jalil Stadium. Haven really pack my bags yet. Hehehe . .woot, it will be fun!! Charity!!!!

Monsh Ball 2009 coming up. Look for the posters. It will be post up REAL soon. woot woot. Can't wait.

I think that's all recently. Cant think of any much more. Lol. If I can think of anymore, I will update you guys Alright??

*Friendships are just too vulnarable. Cherish it every moment you have with them. As you will never know, how they will change day by day. As you will never know, what are they thinking from time to time. They are the one that makes you learn, be stronger, make your life filled with rain and sunshine, and some how, they are part of your life. Hugs*

*I'm sorry for what I have done. I have no intention at all. All I need is to know how can I start talking again. I do not know at this very moment. I know you will be wondering a lot. But sorry is all I can say, Forgive me.*

*I do not know how I feel currently. It is special feelings I have? Or is it just normal to have this kind of feeling? I hope I can clarify this dilemma of my feelings. Woot.*

Well a bit of random lar. Lolz. Enjoy reading and wondering. Lolz

Cya people
Hugs

'.'

-kimhan-

it is adding up . . .

2009-08-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

It's been a while since I update my blog again. Feel so lazy. . . .

Well, semester started a while already. hmmm . a blink of eye, it's already the third week! DAMN!!

Lets see. . . . in random order and simplify version, I shall update. . .

Last Saturday, went PD for Orientation bash! wootz. I am getting darker each time. Lolz. It was tiring, yet fun and exciting day . . . It also filled with many ups and downs like rain and sunshine! lolz. But overall, KUDOS to the organizing team!

Hostelite dinner, Coming Friday. I give the responsibility to my beloved committee. Hope everything goes well and fun. Looking forward to it. . . Wootz, I can see ur hard work ppl!! hehehe. . . and If you haven get ur tickets, please do!!! Fast!!

MUSA election coming up!! lol . . .

Been playing simple basketball and Starting to have hard training for handball soon! hehehe. . .

Futsal, I NVR miss out!! hahaha, Sports carnival Coming up too!! next week!! Looking forward for it!!

MUSA Silver Wings Annual General Meeting and MUSA forum, Coming up too!! Next week!!Look out for it!!

Need to do: Buy balls and locks!! Count Welfare assets and accounts and $$$!! hahaha. . .

That's all for now. Will update more when I have the mood lar. Ok? lol . . . Patient!!

ciaoz

'.'

-kimhan-

Thumb . . .

2009-07-12T00:32:00.001+08:00

I sprained my thumb in karate class. . . . . tsk. . So hard to type sms, hold stuffs and etc. I nearly break a bowl while having my dinner. Sadness. . .

'.'

-kimhan-

Wootz

2009-07-07T23:42:00.009+08:00

You all know the brand 'CRUMPLER'?

Had been a favourite fan of Crumpler's bags ever since a while ago, I mean it's been a while since I love their bags. Lolz. Try google it. . . :)

What about 'MARIO'?

Bet most of you heard about it before right?
In love with Mario especially their shirt! Anyone can find Mario shirt anywhere? TELL ME! lolz.

Well, I also love the Mushroom(in Mario)! Anyone can find their shirt? Lolz.

Being Random. . . zLolz.

ciaoz

'.'

-kimhan-