Friday, March 28, 2008

STresSSsss. . . . .

So damn stress larr. . .this is a random post actually. . . . I'm in my hometown currently in a Hainan cafe.. ..ony here have internet service. .. my grandma house??? hmmm . . . .lol . . .

O well, i came back here not for holiday, but for Cheng Beng. . .heheh . .. but i'm getting so tensed up already. . . know why?? took up 4 subjects, needed to finish 4 assignments, . . .but i yet to done ONE!!!omg!!! I did my management till 2 the yesterday with Michelle temaning me. . . but haven finish. . . i haven find journals, haven do conclusion. . .even dunno whther mine is right or wrong. ..haihs. . .wat to do . . .

Consumer behaviour, Money Capital and business Law. . . .damn . . .. . .i hav to staRT doing hopefully. . .lol . . . .no mood. . .so tensed, pressure. . . .arghh . .. some one. . . please slap me. . wake me up to be hard working. . . .err. . . .jus exaggerate. . .lol . . .no need the slap part. . .lol . . .

I dunno how to update my blog here lar actually. . .cos my mind jus blank. . i reli dunno wat to do . . . . . .lol . .i miss u ppl. . .i miss holidays. . i miss MONEY!! i miss my frens. . i miss foosball . . . . ..

i wont' write any longer. . .. maybe tmr i'll try talking more. . .alrite???nites ppl . . . .

-kimhan-

Friday, March 14, 2008

Random

This is a random post for me. . .As I experienced difficulties nowadays. My mind is always filled with thoughts, unwanted thoughts, bad thoughts.

Everynite, b4 I go to bed, thoughts jus came into my mind. Thoughts that makes me sad, stress, depress, jealous, regrets, angry and etc. . .

It's been another week in Monash already, I tell myself I must start studying, but laziness jus ask me not to study . . .I HATE that feeling!!hmmm . .I'm scare. . .I'm scare. . . . haihs. . .go away laziness. . go away . . .

I luv my Frens!!!luv em!!!!=) u knw who u are!!=)All that knw me. . .withouth u all, i'm not kimhan!!=)

This post is so random . . .so jus ignore if u readers do not understand. =)

Life is just full of ups and downs. . . what can we do. . . .?
I see many ppl suffer, sad, cry in their life because of relationship, and studies. . . well, that's jus process of human being living in this cruel world. We were gifted with this feelings, so we have to bare with it!!=)

I read few blogs the other day, i realise some ppl, are jus too rude. . . They must learn to be patient. . . same like drivers. . .some drivers are so rude, so impatient, whats the rush?rite. . .
hmmm . . . .

RANDOM!!!!!!lol . . .I'm in uni now actually. . .planning to study . .. but wat the hell lar. . . . so lazy. . . lol . . .yawn . . .

k lar that's all for now. . time to hit the books. . . . hope they listen to me!!hahah . .lame. . .

ciaoz. . .

-kimhan-

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Flo-Rida Low feat. T-Pain lyrics

[Chorus:]
Shawty had them Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps]
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

[Verse 1:]
I ain't never seen nuthin that'll make me go,
this crazy all night spendin my dough
Had a million dollar vibe and a bottle to go
Dem birthday cakes, they stole the show
So sexual, she was flexible
Professional, drinkin X and ooo
Hold up wait a minute, do i see what I think I
Whoa
Did I think I seen shorty get low
Ain't the same when it's up that close
Make it rain, I'm makin it snow
Work the pole, I got the bank roll
Imma say that I prefer them no clothes
I'm into that, I love women exposed
She threw it back at me, I gave her more
Cash ain't a problem, I know where it goes

She had them

*Chorus*

[Verse 2:]
Hey Shawty what I gotta do to get you home
My jeans full of gwap
And they ready for Shones
Cadillacs Maybachs for the sexy grown
Patrone on the rocks that'll make you moan
One stack (come on)
Two stacks (come on)
Three stacks (come on, now that's three grand)
What you think I'm playin baby girl
I'm the man, I'll bend the rubber bands
That's what I told her, her legs on my shoulder
I knew it was ova, that Henny and Cola
Got me like a Soldier
She ready for Rover, I couldn't control her
So lucky oo me, I was just like a clover
Shorty was hot like a toaster
Sorry but I had to fold her,
Like a pornography poster
She showed her

*Chorus*

[Verse 3:]
Whoa
Shawty
Yea she was worth the money
Lil mama took my cash,
and I ain't want it back,
The way she bit that rag,
got her them paper stacks,
Tattoo of above 'er crack,
I had to handle that,
I was on it, sexy woman, let me shownin
They be want it two in the mornin
I'm zonin in them rosay bottles foamin
She wouldn't stop, made it drop
Shorty did that pop and lock,
Had to break her off that gwap
Gah it was fly just like my glock

*Chorus*

C'mon

-kimhan-

it's been long again . . .

Oh well, probably most of u all bored wit my long delay of updating my blog huh!!=)

ANyways, CNY passed di . . woohooo. . .won money in gamble!!luck is wit me i think!!hahaha. . .oh well, CNY ntg much special. Went back 2 days b4 CNY, no jam!!! then clean sweep mop, celebrated CNY with Uncle and aunty, and Grandma lor. . . Came back second day of new year!!=)no jam!!thank goodness!! Hate Jam!!

New semester starting like, one more day time?? lol. . .hopefully i can study hard, WHICH I'M DOUBTING IT!!hahah . . WORK HARD KIMHAN!!!! Oh well, must know more ppl, make more frens. . . lol . . .

Ytd nite, T U celebrated his bday in Hartamas one of the cafe named DeCanter. We DRANK DRANK DRANK & u know wat is the best part?? SO MANY PPL GOT DRUNK!!. . .Fortunately i got TIPSY and i stop cos i'm driving. . .lol . .4 ppl's lives is in my HAND!!lol . . Well, ONE fine day, i need to get drunk!!lol . . .

Went Maison the other day with my best high school mates. . .one of them left for Aussie to study!!Dearest ALEX!!will miss u alrite??=) Oh well that nite was SUPER SUPER PACK!!!compared to other PACKED nite!!lol . . .oh well, i didn't hav my dance, but i HAD MY DRINK!!hahah. . got tipsy too . .but not too tipsy compared to T U bday!!hahah . . .cos too many ppl sharing drinks. . .tat's why!!hahaha. . .

What else, oh, GETTING FAT!!hahaha. . .now trying to keep my diet, lose my 'pillow' stomach and get back into shape man!!is time to get healthy!! But for now, need to get rid of my Super SICKNESS!!hate this!! Cant even swallow water, Wat the hell rite. . .lol . .

I had done lot's of thinking these days, I do not know why. . . .i reli dunno why, i keep on thinking thinking thinking. . . .about ANYTHING!!! But i realise that lifes is jus too complicated. It is filled with mysteries. . . I miss my frens, I miss ppl . . i reli do miss all of them who had been into my life. . . but the question is, where did it bring me to?? I just felt loss sometimes and i just wan to spend my time, sitting down with them and chill, laugh, smile, talk and have fun!! altho i do not know wat am i talking here, but it's for me to understand tho!!heheh . . . .

Oh well, probably u all now will be yawning and . . . .err, yawning. . .hahah. . . Pictures will be in my next post alrite??hahah. . .i will try to upload them!!hhahaha . ..

That's all for now people, luv ya babes and hunks!!=)miss ya!!

\/ peace
-kimhan-

Monday, January 21, 2008

Shopping list. . .

Since Chinese New Year is coming and my new sem is starting next month, I got lot's of things to buy!!lol . . .

Current bought:
1) Everlast White Canvas Shoe from EVERLAST
2)Two CNY clothes from FOS (White and Red)
3)One red stripy pink boxer from FOS
4)Superman shirt from SuperHeroes
5)Black Bag from Radioactive
6)Two shorts from FOS (brown)
7)Ankle socks from FOS

Need to buy:(currently)
1)Belt (big buckle)
2)Sports shorts
3)Black long pants
4)A jeans or cargo pants maybe
5)Wallet
6)Facial, toiletaries

What else do I need? Not sure yet tho, will update the list soon!!that's all for now!!=)heheh . .

-kimhan-

Warning!!

I dunno why am I writing this, but I think it's because I CARE??
-and it begins. . .

What does it take to luv someone? What is called a lie? What is called a substitute? What is feelings?What izit to make some one to be blamed?

When I meet a girl I luv, I will LUV her whole heartedly, whether u believing me or not. I'm unhappy. Why? This is because I had been a jerk to a girl in my life. I had not treat her like she wanted me to. I had not been a person she wants. Overall, I am not GOOD ENUF for her compared to her ex.

Oh well, tru my reading and so, I realise, In her, I'm just a wind. The monsoon season comes, starting to rain, big wind blows. . . I'm the wind that blew into the heart, HER HEART at THAT VERY MOMENT, but sadly the monsoon season ends and she doesn't even want the wind anymore. Her heart is still with the SUN that she said she had got over it.(which I believe at that time)

Here, I'm not complaining, nor blaming, nor creating a quarrel. I'm just explaining myself.

Stingy? Uncaring? Do not understand?. . . hmm what else can i think off??

I had my precious, MOST PRECIOUS to me given to U. It's ok U do not cherished it, but I DO!!!

I wrote so many letters, hating myself WASTING my time doing that. After I read something I shouldn't be reading, I have no doubt saying I'm full of anger, sadness, disappointed.

What is LOVE?? I got so many answers to that. But what is really Love to me? Failures? Dumped? PLayed? WHAT AM I??? If i'm jus a playdoll, why go further??WHY??

. . . I HAD ENOUGH. . .

F

I had a lot more to say, but I think that's all already. I do not want to say more, because things might just get worse. . o well, I'm getting over it, I'm enjoyin my life with my family, my another 'family', my buddies and my girls. . . Guess what, it's a lesson to me to be learn, and there a WAY TOO MANY things for U to realise urself in ur life before pretending to be a GREAT PERSON!! =)

I'll promise you ppl, this will really be the last post regarding to my past. And this is last post I will be posting by expressing myself in an AKWARD way!! Bye PAST!!!I HATE my dreadful past. . . GO AWAY!!! Let sweet memories come!!=)

peace ppl =)weird post i know!! =(

-kimhan-

Whatever. .

Up to You . . . !!

CNY coming!!

Wow, Chinese New Year is coming and New Semester is STARTING in one month time. . .can't wait, work HARD!!lol . . .

I left so much things to buy, yet money are not enough . .damn . . lol . .God, RAIN DOWN THE MONEY to ME!!=)

Oh well, just dropping by a random msg, saying that I'm stopping work by end of this month. February I will be free. Plans: WORK OUT!!GET BACK IN SHAPE!!=)GET READY FOR UNI!!

To ppl out there that have contact for part time events. . . feel free to email me. I will be delighted to Help OUT!!!=)

Time to zzz. . .=)ciaoz ppl

-kimhan-

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

. . . .

I know what's past is past, but I jus realise, I wasn't worth anything much at all to you.
All I know is that just WANTing me, but not LOVing ME for who I am.
If in that case, isn't it just a waste of time for you?
You said you really love me so much and blah blah blah, what's all the excuses and nonsense?
Oh well, Enjoy yourself, and this will be the last regarding you. . .
A new year, there's no new life, because the life is still mine. . .
TAKE CARE, as you like to say :)

-kimhan-

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Bye 2007, Hello 2008

Hello ppl, It's NEW YEAR. HAPPY NEW YEAR.

I'm jus here to wish All the ppl a very cheerful, happy, fun, adventure and great year ahead.

What's past remain history, thinking of it might or will hurt u, make u feel sad or watever. Do not worry, that's part of life. History is there, we cannot change it, but why not jus look forward?

Anyways, I did not update my blog for long time, and i guess it's starting to be abandoned by mane readers, i'm sorry for that.

Will try my best alright to renew my blog.

Oh well, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

to all my frens, buddies, babes and hunks, happy new year and luv ya guys and girls!=)

-kimhan-