Warning!!

I dunno why am I writing this, but I think it's because I CARE??
-and it begins. . .

What does it take to luv someone? What is called a lie? What is called a substitute? What is feelings?What izit to make some one to be blamed?

When I meet a girl I luv, I will LUV her whole heartedly, whether u believing me or not. I'm unhappy. Why? This is because I had been a jerk to a girl in my life. I had not treat her like she wanted me to. I had not been a person she wants. Overall, I am not GOOD ENUF for her compared to her ex.

Oh well, tru my reading and so, I realise, In her, I'm just a wind. The monsoon season comes, starting to rain, big wind blows. . . I'm the wind that blew into the heart, HER HEART at THAT VERY MOMENT, but sadly the monsoon season ends and she doesn't even want the wind anymore. Her heart is still with the SUN that she said she had got over it.(which I believe at that time)

Here, I'm not complaining, nor blaming, nor creating a quarrel. I'm just explaining myself.

Stingy? Uncaring? Do not understand?. . . hmm what else can i think off??

I had my precious, MOST PRECIOUS to me given to U. It's ok U do not cherished it, but I DO!!!

I wrote so many letters, hating myself WASTING my time doing that. After I read something I shouldn't be reading, I have no doubt saying I'm full of anger, sadness, disappointed.

What is LOVE?? I got so many answers to that. But what is really Love to me? Failures? Dumped? PLayed? WHAT AM I??? If i'm jus a playdoll, why go further??WHY??

. . . I HAD ENOUGH. . .

F

I had a lot more to say, but I think that's all already. I do not want to say more, because things might just get worse. . o well, I'm getting over it, I'm enjoyin my life with my family, my another 'family', my buddies and my girls. . . Guess what, it's a lesson to me to be learn, and there a WAY TOO MANY things for U to realise urself in ur life before pretending to be a GREAT PERSON!! =)

I'll promise you ppl, this will really be the last post regarding to my past. And this is last post I will be posting by expressing myself in an AKWARD way!! Bye PAST!!!I HATE my dreadful past. . . GO AWAY!!! Let sweet memories come!!=)

peace ppl =)weird post i know!! =(

-kimhan-