Monday, January 21, 2008

Shopping list. . .

Since Chinese New Year is coming and my new sem is starting next month, I got lot's of things to buy!!lol . . .

Current bought:
1) Everlast White Canvas Shoe from EVERLAST
2)Two CNY clothes from FOS (White and Red)
3)One red stripy pink boxer from FOS
4)Superman shirt from SuperHeroes
5)Black Bag from Radioactive
6)Two shorts from FOS (brown)
7)Ankle socks from FOS

Need to buy:(currently)
1)Belt (big buckle)
2)Sports shorts
3)Black long pants
4)A jeans or cargo pants maybe
5)Wallet
6)Facial, toiletaries

What else do I need? Not sure yet tho, will update the list soon!!that's all for now!!=)heheh . .

-kimhan-

Warning!!

I dunno why am I writing this, but I think it's because I CARE??
-and it begins. . .

What does it take to luv someone? What is called a lie? What is called a substitute? What is feelings?What izit to make some one to be blamed?

When I meet a girl I luv, I will LUV her whole heartedly, whether u believing me or not. I'm unhappy. Why? This is because I had been a jerk to a girl in my life. I had not treat her like she wanted me to. I had not been a person she wants. Overall, I am not GOOD ENUF for her compared to her ex.

Oh well, tru my reading and so, I realise, In her, I'm just a wind. The monsoon season comes, starting to rain, big wind blows. . . I'm the wind that blew into the heart, HER HEART at THAT VERY MOMENT, but sadly the monsoon season ends and she doesn't even want the wind anymore. Her heart is still with the SUN that she said she had got over it.(which I believe at that time)

Here, I'm not complaining, nor blaming, nor creating a quarrel. I'm just explaining myself.

Stingy? Uncaring? Do not understand?. . . hmm what else can i think off??

I had my precious, MOST PRECIOUS to me given to U. It's ok U do not cherished it, but I DO!!!

I wrote so many letters, hating myself WASTING my time doing that. After I read something I shouldn't be reading, I have no doubt saying I'm full of anger, sadness, disappointed.

What is LOVE?? I got so many answers to that. But what is really Love to me? Failures? Dumped? PLayed? WHAT AM I??? If i'm jus a playdoll, why go further??WHY??

. . . I HAD ENOUGH. . .

F

I had a lot more to say, but I think that's all already. I do not want to say more, because things might just get worse. . o well, I'm getting over it, I'm enjoyin my life with my family, my another 'family', my buddies and my girls. . . Guess what, it's a lesson to me to be learn, and there a WAY TOO MANY things for U to realise urself in ur life before pretending to be a GREAT PERSON!! =)

I'll promise you ppl, this will really be the last post regarding to my past. And this is last post I will be posting by expressing myself in an AKWARD way!! Bye PAST!!!I HATE my dreadful past. . . GO AWAY!!! Let sweet memories come!!=)

peace ppl =)weird post i know!! =(

-kimhan-

Whatever. .

Up to You . . . !!

CNY coming!!

Wow, Chinese New Year is coming and New Semester is STARTING in one month time. . .can't wait, work HARD!!lol . . .

I left so much things to buy, yet money are not enough . .damn . . lol . .God, RAIN DOWN THE MONEY to ME!!=)

Oh well, just dropping by a random msg, saying that I'm stopping work by end of this month. February I will be free. Plans: WORK OUT!!GET BACK IN SHAPE!!=)GET READY FOR UNI!!

To ppl out there that have contact for part time events. . . feel free to email me. I will be delighted to Help OUT!!!=)

Time to zzz. . .=)ciaoz ppl

-kimhan-

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

. . . .

I know what's past is past, but I jus realise, I wasn't worth anything much at all to you.
All I know is that just WANTing me, but not LOVing ME for who I am.
If in that case, isn't it just a waste of time for you?
You said you really love me so much and blah blah blah, what's all the excuses and nonsense?
Oh well, Enjoy yourself, and this will be the last regarding you. . .
A new year, there's no new life, because the life is still mine. . .
TAKE CARE, as you like to say :)

-kimhan-

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Bye 2007, Hello 2008

Hello ppl, It's NEW YEAR. HAPPY NEW YEAR.

I'm jus here to wish All the ppl a very cheerful, happy, fun, adventure and great year ahead.

What's past remain history, thinking of it might or will hurt u, make u feel sad or watever. Do not worry, that's part of life. History is there, we cannot change it, but why not jus look forward?

Anyways, I did not update my blog for long time, and i guess it's starting to be abandoned by mane readers, i'm sorry for that.

Will try my best alright to renew my blog.

Oh well, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

to all my frens, buddies, babes and hunks, happy new year and luv ya guys and girls!=)

-kimhan-