a sorry blog, Dark, moody, emo day . . .

Well, I can start off by saying one thing: I'm Sorry to Wai Chien. I'm Sorry to Sue.
U both should knw y i'm saying this. I knw I had been acting stupidly today, so I am asking for both of ur forgiveness. I tried calling both of u, but turn out both of u are not attended to the phone. So i hope u both read my blog and understand my sincerity.

Today morning when i woke up, i knew it's not my day, and it's raining outside the window. I felt so damn sleepy, cos watch a 0-0 match of Man U vs Barce early morning. Slept at 5. I woke up at 8 plus 9, feeling so not right in my mind. Went to Uni, raining so heavily. I rushed down the car. Reached Musa, realise my wallet dropped. but i think hard, it is in my car cause it's impossible to drop as i did not put into my pocket. I misunderstood Sue and WC as Sue raised her voice saying 'I dunno u lar kimhan, so irresponsible', 1st thing when i told her bout it. WC stared at me with her big round eyes, saying 'kimhan, go find ur wallet now'. Took the foosball away from the table jus like tat. . . I felt reli pissed actually at that point of time because i WAS emo, and they are jus angry towards me. . so i nvr reli did much thinking, and i jus got more emo. Tat's why here i hav to say sorry alrite?

Went library do some revision for my CB quiz. . . Did quite a few, then, Azrul and me plan to do the quiz. Well, Sue, its not tat i do not wan to tell u, but i panic at that moment, know why?because i do not know i could not redo the questions i passed. So, when we start the quiz, 1st ques i do not knw hw to day, then Azrul skipped it. After that i start panicking as i can't go back to question number 1. . . I do not knw the second question, the third questions. . . and so . . . luckily the person beside us helped us, as she finished doing the quiz. Thanks. I'm sorry i did not pick up ur phone. . .I'm sorry. . .

I went to eat with mich in cafe, i ate one hot dog, and i went to class after that. without any single mood at all. . . went Lecture, listen for two hrs, came out then went musa. After that i went to help sue do her quiz, sorry again for the long wait.

I wasn't emo after that, i wasn't emo at anyone of u!! I swear!. It is jus not my day today . . .reli .. . .
So that's y i post this down post, jus to say I'M SORRY WAI CHIEN AND SUE!!! I HOPE U BOTH CAN FORGIVE ME!! DEARY BEST FRENS> . . .

Other events happen will be such as playing foosball with 8 people. One person controlling each rods. . . it was funny and fun game. . . went bought newspaper in SS15, then ate few sticks of lok lok with miche. . .it's my dinner. . .
I haven been eating for the past two weeks di . . .not consistent eating. .i dunno why . .

maybe i had been stupid again . .thinking bout stuffs again . Well the good thing is, look at the bright side, there's always a sun tmr!! So i hope tmr is a better day!!

I'm going to stop here now, i dunno wat to say anymore. . .hmmm . ..maybe tmr i had better mood so i can blog better!!lol .

Ciaoz ppl. . .and I'm SORRY to ALL people again especially those i mentioned. Not mentioned, I take this opportunity to say sorry if i done anything not right to u all ok?! hugs.

'.'

-kimhan-

Assignments. . .

Wooo . . .Money capital assignment gone. . lol . .FInally tho. . after weeks of uncomfort sleep . . =so damn freaking tired now!!!

COming up soon, Consumer Behaviour online quiz, and assignment two!! Management assignment two, Money caps Presentation and never ending Business Law Tuts. . .lol . . .

exam time table is out. . .

MGW1010 06/06/2008 01:30 PM
MKW2402 09/06/2008 01:30 PM
BTW1200 16/06/2008 08:30 AM
AFW1300 18/06/2008 08:30 AM

Few more weeks and i'm doom . .START STUDYING KIMHAN!!hahah . .

tat's all!!

'.'

-kimhan-

It's been a while

Wow, I guess i hav 2 cme back, my blog is getting BORED. . . LOL. . .

Where do I start??

Monash Hostelite dinner!! Yeah, i helped Chris, Alvin, Mel and etc shopping for bbq stuffs. . .basically i volunteer to help out. . .cos i reli like to help council as I am looking forward to join the council in future... The dinner end around 11 I guess and we went for a drink in Asia.!! 4 bottles of Beer, foos and tapau ppl!!lol . . then fetch a half 'drunken' michie home. . not drunk . .but like. . .HIGH a little. . lol . . .i mean michie arr. . not me. . .lol. .i'm driving. . lol . . .Prem, philip, derren chris, melissa, alvin, his gf and so went there. . .=)around 2 plus head home. . . . .zzzz

ytd(sunday) was Earth day!! Went pyramid watch Forbidden Kingdom wit T U, Jason and Azrul. . .then took part in the FREEZE day . . for 4 minutes!!woohoo . . i successfully done it!! I hope people who hav the pictures can send it to me tho . . .lol . . my post quite normal. .. I was posing as a person typing sms while waiting for T u to tie his shoelace, then michelle, as a thief trying to pick pocket my wallet, while Azrul trying to pour his ribena on michelle to stop her from pick pocket me. . . heheh . . well There are a lot of people taking part!!woohoo . ..unbelievable. . . after the event, we went for a bite in Carl's JR!!wooohooo . .slurps. . . .yum yum . .super FATTTTTT!!!lol . . .went home after tat!! 10 plus i think . .

Futsal last friday . .ALvin, Shereen, Nicky and K joined us play. . . HN, TU, Sue, WC, HL, CC, WP, Azrul played futsal together. . lol . .did i left out ANYONE?? Forgive me if I do . . .heheh . . woohooo . .have so MUCH funn!!!looking forward for more. . .gonna call more ppl to join!!lol . . we play for fun and for sweat tho . .not competetive. . we are tryin to make it weekly event. . .heheh . .
The same day, me and T u went for futsal wit Dennis and his gang in Sunway . .oMG!!it's been so long since i played like tat. . .lol . .lose my breath man . . hahah. ..oh well i enjoyed it!!
DENNIS, Strawberry combination . .damn GENG!!lol . .tapau mann!!lol . . .

After futsal tat day, we went Williams MAKAN man . .hahah slurp. . damn nice. . . i suggested williams cos i wanna learn the way to go . .lol . .so yeah . . i enjoyed my delicious food. . .hahah. . .

Many things happen that day. Starting by WC scoring her first goal, which is an own goal!!lol . . Shereen, a new bie in futsal able to takle a big man, Azrul . . CHUN!! CC, nvr ending passing hard and hit to own teammates head!!lol . . Nickee, showing his fast and furious jus like T u showing his skills. . .lol . . Kimhan, me. . lol . .well . .play shout laugh . .everything man . .hahah. . .enjoying the game so much!!Lol . . At nite. ..lol . .michelle eaten two BIG, i mean HUGE plates of speghetti . .woohoo . .salutee!!!lol . . . went home around 10 . ..everyone was dead tired that day.. lol . . .

Sunday morning i went for Handball competition . .Its been so long since i played. .. lol . .competitive game. . National open. . .Unfortunately, my team, without training and much good coordination compared to strong teams, able to won forth place only. . .sad rite. .oh well we did tried out best. . i only score two . . .sad case. . lol . . .but well, at least i;m playing my sports!!heheh . .

My internet reli damn F up larr. .can't even update pictures in . .oh well ppl . . . i knw some of u will be saying, arr.. kimhan won't upload pictures wan . .haha. .i TRY ok??hehe the nesxt post. .at least there's someting for u all to read now!!hhehehe. . smile ppl!!

I think tat's all for now tho, anything comes into my mind, i will make sure to update it next time alrite!!hugs ppl. . .ciaoz. . .

'.'

-kimhan-

woohooo . . .

I know i shouldn't be updating SO SHORT blog. . .but then . .wooo . . .wat a nite!!lol . . .The end. .

-kimhan-

hmmm . .half way . . .

Wow, Semester is half way tru . . and yet i understand NUTZ from uni. . . KimHan ar KimHan. . .so lazy lar u . . .lol . .

Anyways, yeah, 3 assignments gone, left Money caps, Management assignment 2 and Consumer behaviour assignment 2. . .wow . . . so scare lar. . I shall PRay hard. . lol . .

Hmm, foos improving man . .T u, one day i'm gonna learn snake, which mean i can do more shots then u!!hahahah . . . . LOUSY!!!Lol .jk jk . . .

Feel like drinking lar. . .hmmm .. can't wait till got money and holiday man . . .SLurps. . . .

Went shopping wit some MUSA ppl for BBQ Party tmr. . .woohoo . .i offer to help . . i WANNA generate RELATIONSHIP within the commitee. . .HAHAHAHA. . sound so . . .eeee. . .hahah. . .

oh well, dunno why so Hyper. . .lol . . i dunno wat to say lar. . .brain so blank. . .so lazy to write. . . shall write again . . lol . .srry ppl!!lol . . .Love ya!!

-kimhan-

Tired. . .

I'm so tired. .extremely tired. . . nowadays. . .jus bad mood. . . .hmmm . .

Went back home town for cheng beng, if not mistaken I said in my previous post!! cam back on sunday .. WTF!!JAM!!!. . damn it man . .left alor setar to nibong tebal was like normal . .then after that. . .around Ipoh Timur toll, sungai siput there. .damn jam . .for one hours each toll . . . . then jam rawang there another toll before sungai buloh . .haihs. . .rach home at 1 am . . . so damn tired. . somemore I was planning to do my hw. . .haihs. . .doze of right after I bath man . . .

Uni starts again . .feel very down . . cos of assignments, and thoughts in mind. . I hate this feeling. . . TIRED. . . .

Oh well, foosball improving I guess. . .lol . .

I miss my friends. . I reli do . . . especially those I USE TO BE CLOSE WIT A LOT!!! I'm feeling like losing them as a group . . . Hmmm, WC, SUE, I'm losing u all too . . do U know that??hmm . . .
HN GRACE . . .hmm . . dunno wat to say . . MIA all the while. . .

I miss drinking, I miss holiday trips, I miss hanging out together. . . . I miss Nadia(come bak!!), I miss Joanna(come back!!), Miss WC, SUE alot(am I still in the 'family'?), Miss HN and Grace(Hang out?Assignments?), Miss TU and MICH( Jus miss u all!!). . . same to u HL and CC hanging out. . .=) Agus too . . .Hendra where u???hmmm . . .

I should be sleepin now, I do not knw WHY am I still here. . .It's been days i haven't reli sleep well . .reli did not sleep well AT ALL. . . . =[. . .

o well . . .Emoing. . . . . . Update more soon . . .assignment time. . . . nitez babes and hunks. . Hugs.

-kimhan-

STresSSsss. . . . .

So damn stress larr. . .this is a random post actually. . . . I'm in my hometown currently in a Hainan cafe.. ..ony here have internet service. .. my grandma house??? hmmm . . . .lol . . .

O well, i came back here not for holiday, but for Cheng Beng. . .heheh . .. but i'm getting so tensed up already. . . know why?? took up 4 subjects, needed to finish 4 assignments, . . .but i yet to done ONE!!!omg!!! I did my management till 2 the yesterday with Michelle temaning me. . . but haven finish. . . i haven find journals, haven do conclusion. . .even dunno whther mine is right or wrong. ..haihs. . .wat to do . . .

Consumer behaviour, Money Capital and business Law. . . .damn . . .. . .i hav to staRT doing hopefully. . .lol . . . .no mood. . .so tensed, pressure. . . .arghh . .. some one. . . please slap me. . wake me up to be hard working. . . .err. . . .jus exaggerate. . .lol . . .no need the slap part. . .lol . . .

I dunno how to update my blog here lar actually. . .cos my mind jus blank. . i reli dunno wat to do . . . . . .lol . .i miss u ppl. . .i miss holidays. . i miss MONEY!! i miss my frens. . i miss foosball . . . . ..

i wont' write any longer. . .. maybe tmr i'll try talking more. . .alrite???nites ppl . . . .

-kimhan-

Random

This is a random post for me. . .As I experienced difficulties nowadays. My mind is always filled with thoughts, unwanted thoughts, bad thoughts.

Everynite, b4 I go to bed, thoughts jus came into my mind. Thoughts that makes me sad, stress, depress, jealous, regrets, angry and etc. . .

It's been another week in Monash already, I tell myself I must start studying, but laziness jus ask me not to study . . .I HATE that feeling!!hmmm . .I'm scare. . .I'm scare. . . . haihs. . .go away laziness. . go away . . .

I luv my Frens!!!luv em!!!!=) u knw who u are!!=)All that knw me. . .withouth u all, i'm not kimhan!!=)

This post is so random . . .so jus ignore if u readers do not understand. =)

Life is just full of ups and downs. . . what can we do. . . .?
I see many ppl suffer, sad, cry in their life because of relationship, and studies. . . well, that's jus process of human being living in this cruel world. We were gifted with this feelings, so we have to bare with it!!=)

I read few blogs the other day, i realise some ppl, are jus too rude. . . They must learn to be patient. . . same like drivers. . .some drivers are so rude, so impatient, whats the rush?rite. . .
hmmm . . . .

RANDOM!!!!!!lol . . .I'm in uni now actually. . .planning to study . .. but wat the hell lar. . . . so lazy. . . lol . . .yawn . . .

k lar that's all for now. . time to hit the books. . . . hope they listen to me!!hahah . .lame. . .

ciaoz. . .

-kimhan-

Flo-Rida Low feat. T-Pain lyrics

[Chorus:]
Shawty had them Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps]
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

[Verse 1:]
I ain't never seen nuthin that'll make me go,
this crazy all night spendin my dough
Had a million dollar vibe and a bottle to go
Dem birthday cakes, they stole the show
So sexual, she was flexible
Professional, drinkin X and ooo
Hold up wait a minute, do i see what I think I
Whoa
Did I think I seen shorty get low
Ain't the same when it's up that close
Make it rain, I'm makin it snow
Work the pole, I got the bank roll
Imma say that I prefer them no clothes
I'm into that, I love women exposed
She threw it back at me, I gave her more
Cash ain't a problem, I know where it goes

She had them

*Chorus*

[Verse 2:]
Hey Shawty what I gotta do to get you home
My jeans full of gwap
And they ready for Shones
Cadillacs Maybachs for the sexy grown
Patrone on the rocks that'll make you moan
One stack (come on)
Two stacks (come on)
Three stacks (come on, now that's three grand)
What you think I'm playin baby girl
I'm the man, I'll bend the rubber bands
That's what I told her, her legs on my shoulder
I knew it was ova, that Henny and Cola
Got me like a Soldier
She ready for Rover, I couldn't control her
So lucky oo me, I was just like a clover
Shorty was hot like a toaster
Sorry but I had to fold her,
Like a pornography poster
She showed her

*Chorus*

[Verse 3:]
Whoa
Shawty
Yea she was worth the money
Lil mama took my cash,
and I ain't want it back,
The way she bit that rag,
got her them paper stacks,
Tattoo of above 'er crack,
I had to handle that,
I was on it, sexy woman, let me shownin
They be want it two in the mornin
I'm zonin in them rosay bottles foamin
She wouldn't stop, made it drop
Shorty did that pop and lock,
Had to break her off that gwap
Gah it was fly just like my glock

*Chorus*

C'mon

-kimhan-

it's been long again . . .

Oh well, probably most of u all bored wit my long delay of updating my blog huh!!=)

ANyways, CNY passed di . . woohooo. . .won money in gamble!!luck is wit me i think!!hahaha. . .oh well, CNY ntg much special. Went back 2 days b4 CNY, no jam!!! then clean sweep mop, celebrated CNY with Uncle and aunty, and Grandma lor. . . Came back second day of new year!!=)no jam!!thank goodness!! Hate Jam!!

New semester starting like, one more day time?? lol. . .hopefully i can study hard, WHICH I'M DOUBTING IT!!hahah . . WORK HARD KIMHAN!!!! Oh well, must know more ppl, make more frens. . . lol . . .

Ytd nite, T U celebrated his bday in Hartamas one of the cafe named DeCanter. We DRANK DRANK DRANK & u know wat is the best part?? SO MANY PPL GOT DRUNK!!. . .Fortunately i got TIPSY and i stop cos i'm driving. . .lol . .4 ppl's lives is in my HAND!!lol . . Well, ONE fine day, i need to get drunk!!lol . . .

Went Maison the other day with my best high school mates. . .one of them left for Aussie to study!!Dearest ALEX!!will miss u alrite??=) Oh well that nite was SUPER SUPER PACK!!!compared to other PACKED nite!!lol . . .oh well, i didn't hav my dance, but i HAD MY DRINK!!hahah. . got tipsy too . .but not too tipsy compared to T U bday!!hahah . . .cos too many ppl sharing drinks. . .tat's why!!hahaha. . .

What else, oh, GETTING FAT!!hahaha. . .now trying to keep my diet, lose my 'pillow' stomach and get back into shape man!!is time to get healthy!! But for now, need to get rid of my Super SICKNESS!!hate this!! Cant even swallow water, Wat the hell rite. . .lol . .

I had done lot's of thinking these days, I do not know why. . . .i reli dunno why, i keep on thinking thinking thinking. . . .about ANYTHING!!! But i realise that lifes is jus too complicated. It is filled with mysteries. . . I miss my frens, I miss ppl . . i reli do miss all of them who had been into my life. . . but the question is, where did it bring me to?? I just felt loss sometimes and i just wan to spend my time, sitting down with them and chill, laugh, smile, talk and have fun!! altho i do not know wat am i talking here, but it's for me to understand tho!!heheh . . . .

Oh well, probably u all now will be yawning and . . . .err, yawning. . .hahah. . . Pictures will be in my next post alrite??hahah. . .i will try to upload them!!hhahaha . ..

That's all for now people, luv ya babes and hunks!!=)miss ya!!

\/ peace
-kimhan-