Sunday, May 30, 2010

Wooooooo~

Hmm, do you ever feel like you want to do something, you need to do something, and you must do something, but there is nothing much you can do? Lol. If you understand what I meant.

Well, exam season around the corner, AGAIN!! haihs, after this exam, I will be entering my last semester in Monash. Woot! Hopefully everything goes on smoothly. I hope, I wish, I MUST!!

World Cup 2010 - South Africa. Who's gonna win? Brazil, Italy, Spain, France, England, Germany, Portugal, Argentina, Netherland - Top nine teams that I think may win the World Cup this year. Nevertheless, Brazil is my pick, if not it will be Spain or Germany or Italy. Wootz. Good luck Brazil. Ole!!

Beijing, Im coming!!

Well, I think that's about it to update. :)

At times, you will think back, and how you wish that things should have or should not have happened in the past. Sometimes you just want to change certain environment, situation, making it different from what had happen before. There's nothing you can do. Oh well, Lol.... Randomness~

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-kimhan-


Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Sometimes..

Sometimes, is just too hard to digest...

Sometimes, is just not what you want it to be...

Sometimes, things just change for better or worse...

Sometimes, there is always another sometimes....

It is not easy to see things fade away, for good or bad...

Sometimes is just too hard, to sad, to hurt...

But when all these sometimes come, there is always a time, for a smiley, warm, rainbow time...~

LOL~

Being random~

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-kimhan-

Thursday, May 20, 2010

GUIDE~

Please Guide Me....

Please Show Me the Way......

Please Give Me the Strength..... Amen~

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-kimhan-

OMG!!

MY BAG!!!!~ ARGHHH!!

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-kimhan-

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Mean~

U do not need to be so mean.... At least I felt so.... It hurts...

Sorry if I offended you~

Hiahs....

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-kimhan-

Friday, May 14, 2010

I shall!!!

Kim Han O Kim Han!!!

I think I shall just sit aside!
I will just shut up, and keep to myself from now on.
I think I just expected too much.
But some how, I just think too much.
So I think I will just let it flow.
I won't do as much as before already.
I must wake myself UP!!!

HMMMMMM .........

What to do?
I am just so dumb!! As always!
Where am I?
TSK!!!

ROAR!!!

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-kimhan-

Monday, May 10, 2010

Where o Where???

O where O where can my thoughts can be...........

A little confusion about myself tho. I had been far more patient than I thought I can compared to the past. But I realised that I'm not actually always patient. I have a limit myself. The limit always make me feel bad, uncomfortable, sad, useless...Seriously.... I dunno how to deal with it most of the time, and what I had done is just keep myself quiet, silent, and shut up!

Things that sometimes I cannot stand will be such as EXTREME criticism, EXTREME changes in environment and etc. I will get so annoyed and feel like just walk away sometimes. Many things really push me to my limits sometimes. I thought I can take it, but actually, I am accumulating inside me. I do not know whether you all feel the same, but I really feel it. FUCK IT larr!!!

Haihs, I dunno what can I do at the moment. I will continue to remain as calm as I can, as Happy go lucky as I can, As friendly as I can, as helpful as I can, as not emo as I can and etc. Hope everything just goes with the flow........ x

Well, this post may sound damn random. It is kinda random, but its disturbing me. So many times, I feel like talking to some one, anyone, especially my best friends, just to have some laugh, random talk and crap talk, just to release my thoughts and feeling without any specific topic. hmmm.......

Oh Wellllllll~

Ee Ling: Sick again! Too weak! Drink more water, Eat more Fruits!
Seah: Good luck in ur robot!
Yung Lin, Hui Chiet, Yu Min, Rhine, Kai Ing: FTV, good luck!
Yang: Good luck in your law!
Sue, Wai Chien, Joanna: Good luck too!
MON U bball: Get the WIN! Fight with ALL YOUR HEART OUT!! We can DO IT!!
ASSIGNMENTS: I HATE YOU!!!!
BAD Memories: I HATE YOU TOO!!!!
Bad guys/girls: HATE YOU MOST!!!
Best friends (girls and guys): Hugs you all! Hope its long lasting... :)
Long Lost Friends, Best Friends, Buddies: Miss you guys/girls.
Man United: We gonna win next season! Treble!!
Monash Students haunted by assignments: Good Luck!

F**K!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

what else? LOL~

Update more next time.....ciaoz~

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-kimhan-

Thursday, May 06, 2010

BROKE~

Im BROKE!!! hahaha....

Im in library eating Kacang Kuda, Stone infront of lappie...AHahaha...sienz...

Suppose-ly doing assignment larr!! DAMN!!!!

MOTIVATION, where are u????

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-kimhan-

Sunday, May 02, 2010

Patience!

Hmmm...

All these while I had learned so much things. The most important thing I had learn is: Patience.

Well, look at it this way, the world do not rotate around you, but you have to rotate around the world. What does this mean?

Easy!
Is just simply means: Things do not always go your way, or happen like how you want to, or expected to be or so. On the other hand, you must always be alert and change accordingly. Be the one that adapt to the situation, or contingency plans, or just change your perspective or so.

How does this relates to Patience?
Well, Patience is what I lack of a long while ago. I got too emotional too quickly at times, or over reacted over something, or misunderstands something.
I got to learn, by being patient, it helps me think. It helps me calm myself down, and over see the whole issues, the whole map, the whole situation. It also helps me think of further 'plans' and 'actions' as well as consequences. Hence, it makes me react accordingly and hopefully rightly.

Well, another problem arises when you slowly adapt and change. Which is slight misunderstanding, old stereotyping and etc. What I mean is that people will still think that you are the 'old' kind of person. People will think that you never changed. People will misunderstands you over a small sentences, actions or things u said or do. Which I do not really like it very much. But some how, this creates another place for me to adapt and change.
Hence, I will update this part later, until I found out how to change and adapt.

Honestly, I thought of myself, I had been very Happy Go Lucky, Very no-emo kind of person (although most time people still say I emo, which I am not), less sensitive, follow the flow, and positive person.

My past brought me here today. And I am grateful for it. Although I still hate some people, but I could not care much about them. Because it is not worth for me thinking about it. What I do now is to appreciate what I have and who I have. Agree?

Like what is being posted in Ee Ling posts: Promise... I faced this issue since long ago. It is really difficult though sometimes when seeing some one so DEAR to you, promise you something and just broke it or forgotten about it. Hence, I tell myself every time now and then, to be careful and think well before making any decision. Great post Ee Ling. Kudos~
ps: Do not be so emo lar Ee Ling. LOL~

Happy Birthday Seah.

Boon!!! Stay Happpy!!

Monash Basketball, Good Luck in your upcoming games.

Tze Hwui, Get Well soon, God Bless.

Si Jie, Don't so emo and keep drinking lar. Spoil body.

For those people whom I have hatred upon, wish you all well.

For others that so many till I am so lazy to write their names, Good Luck and God Bless.

For my dearest Wai Chien and Sue as well as Joanna, Miss you all so much. Wish you well. Miss those time....

For those who are overseas, miss you all. Hope to see you soon!

For Monashians', Good luck in studies.

For other friends, high school friends, college mates, Good luck and all the best....

Who else...hmmm...Lol...

To everyone: God Bless, best of Everything.
:)

Ok lar, getting abit random di. Lol....See ya ppl.

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-kimhan-