KiM's ThIs & tHaT . . . . .: March 2010

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Everyone woot woot!!

GOD BLESS EVERYONE!!!! WOOTZ~

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-kimhan-

Dearest Boon~

Hey Boon,

Well, hope you feel better soon!!

God Bless You always.....~

Hugs.

Anything can share with me alright!

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-kimhan-

Friday, March 26, 2010

Speechlessdessness~

HMmmm~

Lalalalalala~

Hate It!!!!!

Sob sob~

Tsk Tsk!

ROAR!!!!~

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-kimhan-

So, What's New?

Hmm, Same old life. Can't wait for my E72 Nokia. Thank my Sis for the MAJOR contribution. hugs~

Looking forward for the Langkawi Trip though. Not for the boost or the chocolate, but for the new 'air', new environment, relaxation, and clear my mind. I hope~

'Sometimes I really do not know what I am thinking. Hehehe, when people ask me, I myself can't find the answer. I need to sort it out, FAST. Its really disturbing, confusing, and not that great feeling. I wish I know what is it that My mind wants to tell me. Tell me Tell Me......!!'

Monash? Hmm, just normal. Assignments coming in. Presentation coming in. Hardworking must COME too! or not, Stress is the only way I can describe. Lol.

Basketball, Handball...wootz!!

Cultural Night Audition just past. If Ice Nutz get in, please come to the Cultural Night to support Alright! WOOTZ~ Can't wait.....

No more stepping into MUSA currently, as in the activities. But I'm attending their activities tho. DODGEBALL!! wootz...

Officially announce: BROKE!! Really BROKE!! hmmm...How now Brown Cow Saya Sudah Miskin Tau!!!

Went Dinner with my Family in South Sea Restaurant Near Subang Airport. DAMN the seafood there....

Craving for Lau Sa Pau....~ Slurps.

Heading back for Karate from Next week onwards. Interested in Taekwando.......hmmmm~

GYM GYM GYM!!! Muscles Coming, Fats, HOPEFULLY going...lol~

K lar, being in random order, might confuse readers...Sorry! lol

'Life, I think, full of DRAMAS. Sometimes happy, sometimes not; Sometimes normal, sometimes weird. Advise: Follow the flow, learn what you can, bring yourself forward every time, experiences counts in every moment.'

'Friends, Don't you think sometimes complicated? Hmm, I think so myself. No matter how much you think you know them, actually you do not really know them. So how? This goes to relationships too! hmm... Lucky thing I have few best friends that I appreciate, that brings me move step by step every time in my life. Hugs!~'

Well, like what Ee Ling posted in her blog, Jealousy...Maybe! Expectation...Maybe! Calculative....Maybe! Hmm, Maybe all these are true, that's why... Of well... I'm getting a hang of it. As I always push myself, Calm myself, advice myself, talk to myself, think myself, and Overcome it myself...I had no more as emo as before....Weee~ Mood swing sure got larr.....eesh!!! I did not say NEVER emo..just not as before...hehehe...

Blek~

Long ago, I found out some one I cherish very much Deleted me from his/her facebook, and msn, maybe even phone number too.....hmmm Then recently I found out people whom I used to cherish deleted me too.....hmm, its heartbreaking at first, but then, I realise there's no use to be sad over it....because everyone has different thoughts mar..rite? hehehe..O well.....Weee~

Ok lar, I think I talk too much and too messy..lol...

bye bye nitez~

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-kimhan-

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Dear GOD...

Dear God....

I am Praying to You....................

God Bless!

Love God.

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-kimhan-

Saturday, March 13, 2010

想问。。。。。

我想问下，生命是多么困难和复杂的！！

我有时候问自己怎样让自己开心呢？

有没有人可以答我呢？

我真的想找个人陪我，跟我分担我的心想，或跟我聊聊天让我心情没拿么的弱和不开心吧。。。

Hmmmmmmm

Weeeeeeee~

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-kimhan-

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

The Urge.....

Suddenly, I have the URGE to just post a short post.....

Its kinda random though, not emo...just feeling the anger, the fire, the disatisfaction inside...Seriously....

I really do not know what to say about it...But then sometimes, I just wish I knew....

When I see 'it' I just wish it will be a better day...but than instead, it turns to disappointment...Its been a while...if 'it' realise...

Tell you the truth, I do not think that I deserve to be 'its' best friend anymore, or at least that's what 'it' is to me... I do not know whether I am 'its' best friend or not...but sometimes I jus doubt it... I have no expectations but I really hope 'it' do not have expectation as well. I have tried so many times just to be as low as I can and I have done so much just to try to overcome it....But rather than seeing the improvements...I see Nothing!!!

I rather blind myself and drown myself just to avoid all this feeling. I hope its long gone... I shall hope for the best....Hmmmm.....

ps: to the person that I can share everything, I shall talk to you real soon....

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-kimhan-

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

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-kimhan-

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

Haiyo!!

Do not be so arrogant larr...Haihs...

Lan C tooouuu......没有点啊!!!!!

Haiyoooo!!!

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-kimhan-

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

No choice?? Blueeessss

Hmmm,

Do I really Have a choice? I really do not know!!

Hmmm....

I always want to find someone just to talk...I dunno talk what..ANything...Ups downs Sides backs...hmmm But I jus can't find anyone...

I felt like I do not have the guts to talk to those I use to talk to anymore..because I just Felt so different...

It maybe a small sensitive thing...but it is important for me...I sorted everything out and made my decision strongly...Overcome all these differences and lay down my expectations...in other words, I wouldn't mind anymore....

and for those whom I can talk with...Theres no time...either you are busy or I am... I really wish i can.....hmmmmm....I Hope you know who you are......its been a while...

Who can I depend on?

hmmmm................................

A little jus mild moody...not emo...jus mild moody... :)

CNY Ends...Hope everyone HUAT HUAT alright...

ciaoz....

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-kimhan-