Wat's in the tired and exhausted mind. . .

Hey people, I know I should post a post with pictures, sorry because I'm just being random in this post. . . pictures will be up soon alright?

Certainly there are many changes around,
What's more can we actually do or change?
What's done is done,
There will never be a change in the past no matter what we do.
Be it praying, wishing, hoping, thinking, or even dreaming,
Let the past be the past.

Certainly the past had brought me to who and where I am now today.
I will never deny that very true facts.
Whether is it something for you or not,
It certainly is to me.
Things and memories that I'll never forget.
It certainly shape me till who I am today.
I'll never forget those time.
All I can say that nothing will change in my mind.
We might be feeling it different,
But to me it is just a 'economy' effects.
There are always ups and downs,
Negatives and Positives,
Happy and sad,
Together and separations . . .

Never forget those who had been in your life.
For those who had been in your life had brought you great time and memories that brings you today to where you are standing now.
I had learned many things and it certainly hard to digest all these one by one.
What who am I to judge that I'm right or your wrong?
Things happen for a reason.
No matter what reason is that,
It is just what had happen.
No turning back, Stand firm and look forward.

To some people, I already said,
I'm changing, and I will change every second, every minutes, every hour, every day, every week, every month, every year, every centry. . .
I change because what happen around me daily.
Definitely there's regret, there's achievements, there's many other things in between, but you can't stop time right?
I certainly miss those time. I miss every minute every second, every thoughts every time.
In my life of these very moments, I had cry, laugh, stress, relax, happy, sad, brokedown, cheer up and etc. . . and I am happy that those had happen.

I always try to be the best I can, but I know that no one is perfect. Right?
I always try to be where I should be.
I always try to bring happiness to people, especially to those who are dear to me.
Besides, I always try to cheer people up, but somehow there's time that it brings opposite effects.

Well, I am a changed person. I will always show my happy face no matter how much I have within me.
I will always cheer myself up when I'm down.
I had learn my lessons.
I do not know whether it should be stated in here.
But I tell you what, No matter what, I am no longer a person who can fall so easily.
There's no wrong to upgrade and learn and improve myself.
I will not FALL!!

I hope all those I have stated above certainly some how connected to some part of your life.
It's kinda random thing here, but it's good that sometime being random, expressing random feelings and thoughts right? What for keep it to self and so much to think about? Express it out, and look forward for each and everyday in the future we can look back at this page and remind self about things in past. :)

Dearest people who I care (was, is, are, will),
I certainly cherish everything I have been through and will going to experience in the coming time.
I certainly care and love and cherish every bits you are.
No matter what, I am still Kim Han from the beginning to the end.
Do not mind the changes that had been made,
What matters is I STILL remember everything and every bits.
I still care, I still cherish, I still miss and I still will be thinking about you everytime every minute every second.
I wish I could just give you a hug and say sorry if I had done anything that have lead to unpleasent situation.
I ask for forgiveness as I already had forgive and forget what ever happen before and will happen.

~n~

That's it for now folks. . . bored and random post. . hehehe. . . hope you all understand!! hehehe . . .

Hugs and kisses. . .

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-kimhan-

It's been a while. . . Long post. . Warning!! hahah . .

Hahah, it's been so long ago till I do not know where to start. . . lolz. . .

I shall just vomit anything I remembered lar. . ok?? lolz. .

Way back then, Chinese New Year, I've been drinking wine wine wine wine wine. . .lolz. . .Well, Wine is good for health tho . !! then have lot's of GREAT food!! YUM YUM!! Went house visiting with some of the council members and frens. . .Sadly some of them left to Aussie already!! lolz. . . Well there's nothing more about CNY di . . lolz. .

Thank God Summer course over after the CNY. Well got a credit for my International Business tho!! lolz. Grateful!

PLanning of the Orientation starts. . . zzz. . .so much things to do . . say is always easy than done!! lolz. . . Attended the FIRST MUSA (unofficial) meeting!! LASTED 5 HOURS!! roar roar. . cannot tahan man!! hahaha. . .

Orientation week was a little hectic for me. . first day need to do some introduction to the new students and all . .then follow up by doing all the MOLympic stuffs. . I had been doing, planning, organizing the MOlympic games for the Orientation week right after CiCi came back from China. Both of us stayed in uni almost everyday till late!! We tried our best tho!! lols. . Recruitment and all, thanks to the Chief Buddies, because of their help, it lightens both of our job a little.

MOlympic games, it was a little mess here and there, but overall I think me and Cici did a above OK job tho . . altho it's not perfect!! hahah . . Most plannings i let Cici do, most talking, paper work I will handle. . lolz. .then help to arrange and instruct on the MOlympic day itself lor. . .Well we were tight in Budget, so most decisions put on hold till the very last minute. . that's why I think we both manage an ok job tho!! I hope people, participants and freshies have much fun and experience. . . hope next MOlympic game will be better than us tho!! lolz. .

Recently, Saturday 7th March, Orientation Bash in PD, Organized by the activities chairperson of MUSA, Rachel and Kelvin. Well, its a tiring trip because it's a one day trip and games event. . . There are a little problems, imperfections and maybe messiness in some area, but kudos, I think it's a successful event!! haha, well, nothing is perfect!! everything comes by experience . . we learn from mistakes rite? Well the orientation bash in PD is mainly a telematch, team building exercise and get to know more people together. . . and most important thing is to have fun before the MONASH STRESS comes. . hahaha. . . Started very early. . .8 am, and leave to PD around 12pm, finish the activities there, and head back to uni, reach by 10 pm. . .at least we are on time tho!! hahaha. . .Hope the freshies enjoy themself. . and most important thing is that they won't think that MONASH is just stress, we could have fun at mean time too!! lolz. . .

Coming week, starts from tmr, will be C&S week!! haahah. . all clubs and society will be promoting their clubs, encourage people to join and etc etc. . lolz. .

Saturday, 14th March is the MUSA General Meeting. . students who wants to attend the meeting, feel free to come. . I think it's in the morning tho!! lolz. . drop by the MUSA office for more enquiries. . .We encourage students to come and attend. . :)

Next Friday is Hostelite dinner, will held in Library Rooftop. . .It will start hopefully at 7 sharp. . Foods, Performances, games, lucky draw. . LOLZ. . come come, students who stays in apartments, flats, condo and etc. . hahah.join the simple yet exciting event organized by the welfare committee. . . Remember, the theme is Mis-match, Mish-mash and MIX-match. . lolz.z.dress up as there are prizes for best costume. . .hahah. . more enquiries, come to the Welfare Officer's Office in MUSA Office.

That's about it for my events, mostly from Monash . .hahah. . more detail, there are too many tho!! lolz. . i will try to compile pictures and post it up in my next post. . hehehe. . promise :)

Besides thos, Nadia came back di . .hahah. . went for a dinner with her and her mum plus the COPOT members. . .hahah. . It was a bloated dinner and expensive dinner in Williams!! hahah . .oh well, once a while, ok larr. . rite? lolz But then Wai Chien Left di . .hahah O well . .it's sad but I'll always be here tho . . whether u will still keep in touch with me or not. . . hehehe. . heheh . . hope ur doing fine. .
I also hope all my frens in overseas will rmb me. ..hahah and do well there!! :)

Been singing K a few times during the holidays. . I found out it was fun tho, altho i can't sing well . .i jus love people having fun, listening to them that can sing, and sing along. . hahah.shall do it more often!! hahaha. . . .

Have my First SNOW BEER with yung lin, bob and Alvin tho . .it was SO COOLING . . woot woot. . .hahahah. . but it's a bit far from here. . my house. . .hahahah. . .

Happy birthday Hui Chet. . haha no money buy present for u lar. . got u a small key chain . .hhahah. . u definitely got red THAT FAST!! hahaha . . . . Hope u enjoy bah . .hahah. .

Resuming my Karate classes. . trying to be more consistent going to class and train lor. . but then end up teaching lor. .sienz larr sometimes. . hahah. . .

Gonna resume my gym Real soon . .like TMR!! hahah . .but tmr got Basketball . .dilemma lerr. . hahah. . .

Gonna start a new club in Monash, Handball club, I hope people will support me and join . .hahah. . .

Roar roar. . .Update more soon alright?? Now i blank di . .hahah . . i think as much as i could already!! haahha. . .

Before I end, I will just like to say, Being at one point, staying there will never bring good to u, whether that point of time brings sad, angry, happy, excited feelings. . . What I have learn is, is best to move a step forward each and everytime, no matter what. . .When you think back the past, What can you actually do with the past. . .No matter how much I think, or regret, there will nvr be something to change it. . . Even how much I pray or wish . . All I am is NOW, the presents and all I can actually hope for is the future. . .rite?? hahah. . .so i hope my future and presents will be a smooth and happy wan!! hahaha. . .and of cos, the successful wan!! lolz. . . (A little randomness of me. . lolz, feel like spilling it out!! hahah . . )

Alright people, ciaoz people. . enjoy reading my boring post alright!! hugs people. . .

Miss You!! Hugs to people I care lotz. . . :)

'.'

-kimhan-

Patients

Hey people, be patient ya. . will definitely update my blog real soon. . .

Been a little busy all these while, and kinda lazy too lar. . since the start of the semester di!! lolz. .

Well, all i ask is a little patience and i guarantee a whole long story for my updates soon!! lolz. . .

Will include some pictures if CAN. . . .

Ciaoz ppl . .peace ya'all. . .

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-kimhan-