Happy CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
May everything run smoothly. . . Mooooooo for the whole year! =)
GONG XI FA CHAI!!!
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-kimhan-
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Friday, January 23, 2009
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Deep, deep, deep, deep thoughts. . . .
Hey people, I'm back. Ber-emoing. Lolz . . .
I sat on the floor, under the table for the past half an hour to one hour. I do not know why I end down there but somehow I'm there. . . Curling my legs up, waiting for my phone to ring and thinking. . .What I actually should be doing? Thinking? Hoping and wishing?
I finally understand something in a relationship, whether it is friendship or couple-ship. . . It's complicated explaining it here. Really. But I had thought about it so much. Sometimes it makes sense sometimes it don't. But somehow I finally understand something.
I was wishing for something. Hoping that it will be better if I had done something. But somehow, I just do not have the guts to do anything. The way I got replied and responds are just = 'not interested anymore' . I got very demotivated. I stoned. I think. Whether am I right or am I not. I know things won't go so well currently. But I really hope I can mend things. But I really do not know how when I got demotivated and down. I wanted to meet, talk and express, but somehow when I dial the number, I do not have the guts to press call. Because I do not know how to approach. Things might go well there. It might be going in the positive direction. And I also should, but I'm not. Since I know which direction now there is heading, I will try my very best, but it definitely not easy.
My New Year Resolutions add list will be a changed person I promise to ALL. I will add in few more such as being more patient, think more, smile more, be happy more. Somehow I think it's a challenge though. . .
*foooohhhhh* *Breathing heavily*
I just do not know how to deal with myself. . . . How should I and What should I do? *ARGH*
Hmmmm . . . .
'KIMHAN KIMHAN!!!! *slap self* Your just too DUMBO!!! RoAr!!*'
~n~
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-kimhan-
I sat on the floor, under the table for the past half an hour to one hour. I do not know why I end down there but somehow I'm there. . . Curling my legs up, waiting for my phone to ring and thinking. . .What I actually should be doing? Thinking? Hoping and wishing?
I finally understand something in a relationship, whether it is friendship or couple-ship. . . It's complicated explaining it here. Really. But I had thought about it so much. Sometimes it makes sense sometimes it don't. But somehow I finally understand something.
I was wishing for something. Hoping that it will be better if I had done something. But somehow, I just do not have the guts to do anything. The way I got replied and responds are just = 'not interested anymore' . I got very demotivated. I stoned. I think. Whether am I right or am I not. I know things won't go so well currently. But I really hope I can mend things. But I really do not know how when I got demotivated and down. I wanted to meet, talk and express, but somehow when I dial the number, I do not have the guts to press call. Because I do not know how to approach. Things might go well there. It might be going in the positive direction. And I also should, but I'm not. Since I know which direction now there is heading, I will try my very best, but it definitely not easy.
My New Year Resolutions add list will be a changed person I promise to ALL. I will add in few more such as being more patient, think more, smile more, be happy more. Somehow I think it's a challenge though. . .
*foooohhhhh* *Breathing heavily*
I just do not know how to deal with myself. . . . How should I and What should I do? *ARGH*
Hmmmm . . . .
'KIMHAN KIMHAN!!!! *slap self* Your just too DUMBO!!! RoAr!!*'
~n~
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-kimhan-
Saturday, January 17, 2009
How??
Hmmm, How how how??
What should I do??
It's so difficult!!!
Sniff* Sniff*
Feeling so hard, feeling so down, feeling so pain, feeling so sad . . . . .
:(
'.'
-kimhan-
What should I do??
It's so difficult!!!
Sniff* Sniff*
Feeling so hard, feeling so down, feeling so pain, feeling so sad . . . . .
:(
'.'
-kimhan-
Friday, January 16, 2009
For this, will I?
Hmm, another random post. Lolz.
Not very good with it (the poetic mind don't belong to me tho!! lol)
Staring at the white wall in darkness,
Typing these with a heavy heart filled with sadness,
Not sure which direction to head for,
Thinking deeply more and more. . .
Remembering the last,
It's short yet it's memorable past,
Filled with ups and downs inside it,
No matter what, it will be in me. . .
Crying out is not the best idea,
Thinking back is just memories that is too dear,
Nothing else can be done with it,
But just missing every bits. . .
Holding hands with full of grip,
Although the palm sweat like a pig,
Never let go to make sure that it will never end,
But stupidity and selfishness creates things hard to be mend. . .
Being immature add into it,
Not understanding well enough adds another bit,
Misunderstandings adds to the list,
To sum up the 'hundreds' of things to get pissed. . .
Sorry it's not the only word that I want to say,
Making sure things are well day by day,
Missing it from time to time,
Getting things to be together bind. . .
Sitting here wanting to drown myself,
With liquor, beer, and wine hanging with belt,
Crying with dry tears filled the cart,
Sorry I say once again with all my heart. . .
Missing you for real although I know it will never come back,
Past, history that can never be kept in a bag,
Hope is all I have with the best regards,
Making sure your happy from far I guard. . .
~The End~
Hahaha. . . .Boring right? I'm just not talented lar. . . Making poems, rhymes and etc. . I know it's bad!! lolz. . well randomness. . .
'.'
-kimhan-
Not very good with it (the poetic mind don't belong to me tho!! lol)
Staring at the white wall in darkness,
Typing these with a heavy heart filled with sadness,
Not sure which direction to head for,
Thinking deeply more and more. . .
Remembering the last,
It's short yet it's memorable past,
Filled with ups and downs inside it,
No matter what, it will be in me. . .
Crying out is not the best idea,
Thinking back is just memories that is too dear,
Nothing else can be done with it,
But just missing every bits. . .
Holding hands with full of grip,
Although the palm sweat like a pig,
Never let go to make sure that it will never end,
But stupidity and selfishness creates things hard to be mend. . .
Being immature add into it,
Not understanding well enough adds another bit,
Misunderstandings adds to the list,
To sum up the 'hundreds' of things to get pissed. . .
Sorry it's not the only word that I want to say,
Making sure things are well day by day,
Missing it from time to time,
Getting things to be together bind. . .
Sitting here wanting to drown myself,
With liquor, beer, and wine hanging with belt,
Crying with dry tears filled the cart,
Sorry I say once again with all my heart. . .
Missing you for real although I know it will never come back,
Past, history that can never be kept in a bag,
Hope is all I have with the best regards,
Making sure your happy from far I guard. . .
~The End~
Hahaha. . . .Boring right? I'm just not talented lar. . . Making poems, rhymes and etc. . I know it's bad!! lolz. . well randomness. . .
'.'
-kimhan-
Funny . . . .
Sent by a friend of my in email, I had a good laugh with it! Lolz. . .
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
********
OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
********
SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.
********
GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
********
HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
********
LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.
********
PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
********
DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
********
HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.
********
'.'
-kimhan-
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
********
OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
********
SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.
********
GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
********
HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
********
LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.
********
PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
********
DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
********
HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.
********
'.'
-kimhan-
Monday, January 12, 2009
Manchester United turned up the heat on leaders Liverpool after a 3-0 destruction of fellow title challengers Chelsea at Old Trafford.
HAHAHA. . .Wat a headline!!!
Manchester United 3
Chelsea 0
It was a well deserve win for Man United.
I watch the whole match. I was scare at first cos I think Chelsea played well in first half until the extra time header from Vidic. Second half Chelsea totally drop form as Man United Owning wei!!
woot woot. . .
O well, Well done, Bravo!!
Glory Glory Man United!!
'.'
-kimhan-
HCNY
Yes It's around the corner!! woot woot. . .
Some blessings and wishes from Me in kim-han.blogspot.com. . . .
Non other than the OX year!!!
Once again!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! HAPPY 2009!!
Some blessings and wishes from Me in kim-han.blogspot.com. . . .
Non other than the OX year!!!
Once again!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! HAPPY 2009!!
May all goes well in the year 2009 and future!!! Best wishes and blessings!!
Best of luck and fortune!!
'.'
-kimhan-
Friday, January 09, 2009
Hie Ppl. . .
Hie ppl, I knw it's been a while since I updated my blog. Heheh, thanks 4d patient for those who are still reading my boring blog. Lolz, for those who stopped, sorry ya!! hehehe. . .
I do not know how to start my this post actually. Because I had been missing out alot. And sometimes the emo-ness of myself is jus kept inside me. Till now, I already, probably do not knw the best way to express it out di lar. Lolz.
Since it's the YEAR of 2009. Let me start by telling U how I celebrated it. I ent dinner with my family tho!! hehehe. After that came home around 9. Waited for my high school frens till around 11.30 only they reach home. and their home is like 2 minutes away from mine!! lolz. The plan was to have a drinking and catch up(at least for me) session with them lor. . . Didnt reli see the fireworks and all cos my frens were all late and rushing. Lolz. at last we countdown five minutes after the correct time. Lolz. then we played some drinking game. some ppl like JOn, Zhen and Dik were a little tipsy tho. It was so funny then. Miss ya guys lar!! =) Well the main reason for me not going out countdown with other frens like Sue & Wc, Azrul n Hn they all, Cheese and etc, is because i have dinner with my family. And besides, everywhere were jam pack on new years eve. . .ROAR!! I have a hard time leaving UNi at 6 reaching home wei. 45 minutes jam, and my house is like less than 10 minutes drive. lOLz.
So yeah, It's 2009. New Year, New Thing, New Me(I think). Altho I do miss alot of my past, thinking about those memories and all, and even sometime makes me stone and almost shed my dry tears, I have to move on. I had learn many things in the past, and I am still learning. Heee. . .
Well many things do hurt me, and I'm not saying that I do not hurt anyone before. If I do, I'm truly sorry. Maybe it's jus me being dumb at times. not to say i'm not tho. . . roar. :) O well o well . . . ber-speechless . . . . :x
It's a new year, I have new scope and target now. I have new responsibilities. . . I will work hard from now. If I don't, some one please wake me up from my 'la-la' land ok? hehehe. . .
Still praying for more part time work tho. Anyone wanna intro to me? I'm hungry to earn more money, to support myself, my expenses. . . hehehe. . .so much need to buy, yet finance is limited. . .hehehe . . .
Bro came back last month. Going back in a week plus . . .o well, gonna miss him lots!! :\
To people who's going abroad studying, or still in overseas, I'm missing U all ya!! hehehe . . .
For people who ignored me, avoiding me, hating me, angry at me or etc, I'm sorry ya. . .O well, watever that makes U happy. . . alright?
For people suffering with me in Summer course, Let's work hard!!! woot woot.
For people whos' working, work hard too!! Money is nvr easy!!
For people who understands, thank you!! For people who don't, sorry, but also have to try harder alright?
For people who I dun knw much, I'm sorry, assists me then!! For people who think i know them, thanks!!
For people who's happy, Keep happy!!! For people who's not, KEEP happy too!!
It's rather a random post lar this wan. Lol!! Some may say emo, some may say this, some may say tat. . . it's ok, telling u now it's rather Random!!Hehehe. . .
Well, Since my post is already messed up and not organized, then i might as well jus leave it lar!! lol . . ooo, I had been visitng the gym, hopefully I can work hard to bring down my balloony belly!! lol, aka Pillow!! lolz. . .trying to tone my body lar. HOPEFULLY!! NEw Year Resolution!! HAHAHA Jk jk . . .
Talking bout my New Year's resolution, lets see. . . ::
Get the fat off my body. . .
Getting more fit. . .
Getting smarter. . .
Getting more hardworking/diligent. . .
Study harder, study smarter, get better results. . .
More organize, Better leadership, work better. . .
Save more money, earn more money. . .
Spend appropriately. . .
Spend more time with family. . .
Spend more time with Friends. . .
Miss my friends more. . .
Travel more??
Learn how to 'learn' . . .
Learn to understand, to love, to be patient, to care and etc. . . .
Make more new frens, meet more people. . .
Get a gf!! hahaa. . .
wat else. . .hmm, cannot think about it now. . . lol . .will update more if i can rmb tho!! lolz. . .
Haiya, dunno wat else to write di lar. . lol . . can I update next time?? *Yes u can*. . .OK lar. . . I update next time!! hahaha. . . o well o well . .
ciaoz ppl . .Once again!! Happy NEW YEAR!! HUgs!!! PS: CHINESE NEW YEAR AROUND THE CORNER!! LOL!! WOOT WOOT!!
'.'
-kimhan-
I do not know how to start my this post actually. Because I had been missing out alot. And sometimes the emo-ness of myself is jus kept inside me. Till now, I already, probably do not knw the best way to express it out di lar. Lolz.
Since it's the YEAR of 2009. Let me start by telling U how I celebrated it. I ent dinner with my family tho!! hehehe. After that came home around 9. Waited for my high school frens till around 11.30 only they reach home. and their home is like 2 minutes away from mine!! lolz. The plan was to have a drinking and catch up(at least for me) session with them lor. . . Didnt reli see the fireworks and all cos my frens were all late and rushing. Lolz. at last we countdown five minutes after the correct time. Lolz. then we played some drinking game. some ppl like JOn, Zhen and Dik were a little tipsy tho. It was so funny then. Miss ya guys lar!! =) Well the main reason for me not going out countdown with other frens like Sue & Wc, Azrul n Hn they all, Cheese and etc, is because i have dinner with my family. And besides, everywhere were jam pack on new years eve. . .ROAR!! I have a hard time leaving UNi at 6 reaching home wei. 45 minutes jam, and my house is like less than 10 minutes drive. lOLz.
So yeah, It's 2009. New Year, New Thing, New Me(I think). Altho I do miss alot of my past, thinking about those memories and all, and even sometime makes me stone and almost shed my dry tears, I have to move on. I had learn many things in the past, and I am still learning. Heee. . .
Well many things do hurt me, and I'm not saying that I do not hurt anyone before. If I do, I'm truly sorry. Maybe it's jus me being dumb at times. not to say i'm not tho. . . roar. :) O well o well . . . ber-speechless . . . . :x
It's a new year, I have new scope and target now. I have new responsibilities. . . I will work hard from now. If I don't, some one please wake me up from my 'la-la' land ok? hehehe. . .
Still praying for more part time work tho. Anyone wanna intro to me? I'm hungry to earn more money, to support myself, my expenses. . . hehehe. . .so much need to buy, yet finance is limited. . .hehehe . . .
Bro came back last month. Going back in a week plus . . .o well, gonna miss him lots!! :\
To people who's going abroad studying, or still in overseas, I'm missing U all ya!! hehehe . . .
For people who ignored me, avoiding me, hating me, angry at me or etc, I'm sorry ya. . .O well, watever that makes U happy. . . alright?
For people suffering with me in Summer course, Let's work hard!!! woot woot.
For people whos' working, work hard too!! Money is nvr easy!!
For people who understands, thank you!! For people who don't, sorry, but also have to try harder alright?
For people who I dun knw much, I'm sorry, assists me then!! For people who think i know them, thanks!!
For people who's happy, Keep happy!!! For people who's not, KEEP happy too!!
It's rather a random post lar this wan. Lol!! Some may say emo, some may say this, some may say tat. . . it's ok, telling u now it's rather Random!!Hehehe. . .
Well, Since my post is already messed up and not organized, then i might as well jus leave it lar!! lol . . ooo, I had been visitng the gym, hopefully I can work hard to bring down my balloony belly!! lol, aka Pillow!! lolz. . .trying to tone my body lar. HOPEFULLY!! NEw Year Resolution!! HAHAHA Jk jk . . .
Talking bout my New Year's resolution, lets see. . . ::
Get the fat off my body. . .
Getting more fit. . .
Getting smarter. . .
Getting more hardworking/diligent. . .
Study harder, study smarter, get better results. . .
More organize, Better leadership, work better. . .
Save more money, earn more money. . .
Spend appropriately. . .
Spend more time with family. . .
Spend more time with Friends. . .
Miss my friends more. . .
Travel more??
Learn how to 'learn' . . .
Learn to understand, to love, to be patient, to care and etc. . . .
Make more new frens, meet more people. . .
Get a gf!! hahaa. . .
wat else. . .hmm, cannot think about it now. . . lol . .will update more if i can rmb tho!! lolz. . .
Haiya, dunno wat else to write di lar. . lol . . can I update next time?? *Yes u can*. . .OK lar. . . I update next time!! hahaha. . . o well o well . .
ciaoz ppl . .Once again!! Happy NEW YEAR!! HUgs!!! PS: CHINESE NEW YEAR AROUND THE CORNER!! LOL!! WOOT WOOT!!
'.'
-kimhan-
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