hmmm, ups?downs?

Let's see,I reli Dunno where tO begin thO. . .

I hav my LasT weeK of ClaSs. ExAms in TwO mre weeks time aNd i"m not StuDYyinG yet. . !!I'M GettiNg StreSs di . . . .

I ReLie dNnoo wat to say here. . .

Oh YeAh i am SIck NOw, BadLy, But i StiLl wEnt 4 FutSal 2Day wiTh Somee Frens. . . ThEn WenT eat iN ss2 cos NeeD 2 DroP soMeFren To LRT station in Kelana Jaya.

To who it may concern:
I'm writing this part especially for you!!

I'm Sorry for what I did that did not pleased you,
I'm Sorry ok?
I knw, U gonna say that I'm Nt there when U need me, I'm Sorry. . Not that I wanted too. . .
Now, let me tell U this, yes I'm getting reli speechless nowadays, the way U talk to me, The way u treat me. . .I knw, it might be me that causes it to be like that, but I honestly do not like it. . .
The way U answering me had changed too. . . I reli dunno what ur thinking now!! U did not tell me anything anymore. . .ur feelings. . .
Everytime when something happened, it affects me. . reli. .
but i rather not make it worse, so it seems that i do not care. . .but then, wat i get is U getting more 'do not care' attitude towards me. . .i got rather sad sad sad. . .
U do not care me as much as b4 di . . so . . .wat should i do . .maybe u do, but it jus a different way now. . . .
that's all. . .whether u get emo, wtf, or watever or feeling bad or etc, after reading this, i am sorry ok .. .tat's wht i think . . .
-The End-

That's all i hav to update. . .i hav no mood currently. . .
tataz. . .

*Current Mood > Worried, Curious and moody + SICK!!!*

-kimhan-

What??

I am in Uni Computer lab, attending class. . . .

I dunno what happened, but this is just not what I wanted. . . .

If I'm just another burden to you, I'm sorry. . .

After the big 'war', we had changed. . .

I understand that we have lesser to chat, but that is not the problem. . .

You've been 'pushing' me away ever since. . .

It's hurt for me to hear you say something like that. . .

I just do not like that kind of feeling. . .

I missed the past that's all . . .

What do you want now, U never tell me anymore. . .

I wonder, think and think . . .

I'm just sad, hurt and sorry . . .

That's all I have to say . . .

*Current Mood > moody, sad, busy*
-kimhan-

Respond. . .

I dunno what to say . . . Reli!!
Nowadays my feelings had been up and down . . .
I jus need U every now and then . . .
U understand part of me, but not fully. . .
I had nvr get tired of changing, but tired of arguing. . .
I'm tired. . .
No one want's to argue, it's just misunderstanding. . .
U are suffering, but I am willing to share. . .
I admit, I am not the one. . . .
But who knows?
U asked me questions that shocked me,
I just answer cooly, but it still leads to an argue. . .
I am not willing to give up, and will not think that for this very moment. . .
We had been sharing speeches, and I just do not want it to flow down the river yet. . .
U just changed towards me for some time,
which makes me reli worried and sad all the time. . .
I miss U and I reli do. . .
I do not know does it goes the same with you, but that's what lies inside me. . .
Sometimes, I'm totally opposite of what you think I am,
But, it's still the same me. . .
I know U had hard times recently, but all I need now, is U!!
Chill and cheers. . .
I do need u at times, but U just dunno when is that, which hurt me more. . .
U wan me when U need me, but I do not know when. . .
After thinking, I finally know where is the problems. . .
It happens if both does not tell it out. . .

I had been hurt several times with U,
Sad, Anger, Disappointed, and broken. . .
But all I always tell myself is, stand back up, face it, solve it, and take it as the obstacle towards future. . .

Before End, I just want to say, I do not want to give up and I am looking forward for improvement. . .
Now all lies in Ur decisions. . .
I am waiting for U. . . .

I am deeply in sadness, moody mode and missing mode. . .
I'm totally confuse over what Ur thinking at times, but I HOPE I will know. . .
I'm trying to be tough, but returning back to me, is things getting worse, dont U see?

I am sorry for what I done, or for things I did not do as what u expect. . . Forgive me . . .And do not worry, U did ntg wrong, ur just being U!!=)

Anyways, that's all, I hope U understand...

*Current mood > Moody*
*Wishes > U to msg me, U to forgive me, U not to give up, U to give another try, U understands, U to chill;cheers, and U to come back . . *

-kimhan-

Random . . .

The MOON u can see near my house. . . .

U can find Ronald fren there. . .

The working Team, Partly. . .

Grace Bday. . .

-KimHan-

Futsal, Swenson, The Eyes of Malaysia. . .

THE PICTURES:
The group that went futsal, then in Swenson, then went to The Eyes of Malaysia. . .

The one that involved : KimHan, Wai Chien, Agus, Sue, Tee Yew, Grace, Nadia, Hendra, Johan, Felix, Joanna, Galuh, Chee Chan, Ifa, Sunny, Wen Pei and KimHalim . . .

Some went for all, Some went for some. . .

-kimhan-

Loads

Wow, it's been half a month already, and I realise i hav MUCH to update. . . .let me see where should i start. . .

Well, Acct assignment to me is a headache. . .reli . . .RM 145 for one assignment???damn man . .and it requires so much work. . .me and my group keep doing none stop and can't even finish, till jus now. . .which is 2nd Oct, submission date line. . haihs. . most of us manage to finish it, some, a little more, and one of my fren gave up, cos not enuf time to finish. . .time to pass up is 5pm mar. . .lol . .whole day man . . doing and checking. . lol . .well, at least for now it's done. . .

Business stat assignment, i dunno how to do, so jus copy for the online quiz lar. . dunno the marks yet, but i need to start studying now!!!

Marketing left one more week of assignment only, hopefully easy lar. . .then econs, got back the first assignment. . i GOT PASS only!!omg. . .damn the Tutor larr. . . .mark so strict, one small grammer mistake also minus mark!!wtf. . . Many ppl didn't get good marks. . .some did. . .hmm. . .damn. . .

let me see wat else, oh yeah, work in Pavillion KL, the new Shopping mall, promoting for Bossini. . .It was fun job, walking around bukit bintang street, giving out promotions fliers, windmills, balloons. . .lol . . Get to meet a lot of different ppl and worthy to work there. . .lol . it's part time anyway. . The negative thing about this job is, they gave me Size M SHIRT!!which is WAY SMALLER than my body . .i have to squeeze my body tru!!lol . . .heheh. . .

Oh yeah, my one week holiday is over jus like tat and i didnt even start my real holiday due to the stupid accting assignmen. . . everyday busy working on it only. . .haihs. . .FINALS COMING SOMEMORE!!!arghh!!i haven even do any revision!!!!=[ GOD HELP ME!!! I NEED PPL MOTIVATING ME!!!!

Getting fatter each day tho . . . lol . .eating. .YUM YUM. . .

Happy Birthday Dino And Viry on November 30th. Happy Birthday TIng ting October 1st . . .!!

Went Nandos Celebrated with ting ting lor. . .err gt her a BIG soft toy, shared by PPLs. . .lol . .and bought cake together eat . . .went home around 11 and zzz. . .tat happen ytd. . .lol . . which is on her bday lar i mean. . lol . .

Oh yeah, went swenson that day with COPOT to hav a GREAT DINNER, after futsal, so many things happen in futsal . .funny. . .lol . .shadowless defender, Spinning kH, Back pain, KNS, all type lar. . lol . .funny man . . .but stupid Friday's in Parade asked us to wait 45 minutes for seats, then after that still asked us to wait somemore. . .wtf rite?? Dun promise us the time if u not sure when will we get our seat. . .haihs tat's why went to swensons. . . .heheh . .YUM YUM, then went to the eyes of malaysia. . .then after tat home by 2. . .all zzz. . .lol

COPOT EVERY Friday, exercise. . .Futsal!!

Let me see wat else??hmmm . .there's been a lot troubling me. . .will express it after my picture post. . . i'll leave it for now. . picture post after this. . .Stay tune. . .

*Current mood > Tired, Moody, Thinking, Stressing, Sadness, Confuse, Missy. . . *

-kimhan-