It's been long. .

It's been a LONG while since i update my blog. I guess my readers are bored of waiting. I'm sorry about that.

I hear now, not updatin much because it's getting late, I'm exhausted, but I can't sleep. Second nite already . .

I dunno what's going on. But life there are full of Ups n Downs.

I reli did not expect tis to happen. I tot everything is going to start over slowly. But some how,

I'm just not good enuf. Readers, do not understand this is ok. This is because I have no intention telling it detailed. But jus to express my little feelings.

I'm feeling really restless. I feel . . . . . I do not know what is feeling now. Im confuse. . .

I dunno what am I talking here, but I am knock out. . . .

I luv You . . .

and my random, short, not detail, blog is done for now. . .i'm sorry for the blurr post. . .

will update more the next =)

-kimhan-

What??

I dunno wat's going on. . .
It seems day by day, we r falling apart. . .
I'm sad. . .
I'm worried. . .
What can I do. . . .
I'm hanging over the moon. . .
Waiting for shooting stars to come to take me. . .
Make me travel further. . .
Further n Further to ur heart.. .
I wish I know. . .
I wish I can . .
I luv U. . .
With all my heart!!!

I luv U!!

-kimhan

LONG time no See. =)might bored u ppl=)

Its a long post ahead ppl. . .be patient. .read it if ur feeling like it!!=)

I will try to update as much as i can rmb alrite?=)

Let's start from my Birthday, October 15th lar allright. . I went out with COPOT on 14th October, treated them dinner in YUEN steamboat . . after that, went to Stevens' Corner, where the waiter said, psyco longan psyco longan very special, which means watermelon and longan. . hahah. . fuunny rite??so end up all of us drinking the same drink. . =) 12 am, Sue came with her ideas. . .asking the rest to help her to take the muffins with rocky sticks on top to celebrate my birthday!!end up i have to eat 12 13 muffins!!lol . .after that they gave me presents. . I'm HAPPY that you all celebrated with me!!hugS!!THANKS COPOT!!=)

17th, no more, bachelor life, my gf, Emily!!i luv her!!=)muax.

Exam period between 26th October till 1st November. . . Started studying rite b4 exams. . which is almost everyday in SS15 McD's drive tru to study lor. . .with grace, sue n so . . .hmmm . .study hard, everyday mcd. . .fattening!!=[i phobia mcd currently. . lol . . jus finish exam!!great!!=)lol . . finally it's over, have holidays till 20 something feb!!heheh .

BBQ on 7th!!=)

1st movie with Em ytd!!heheh . . hugs. . .took few picts with her!!i luv her!! muax. . .
Altho we sometimes quarrel . . I felt sad sometimes, or hurt or guilty . . I'm sorry ya=) I Luv u Em, if ur reading!!=)

Plan to start working on December. =)work for 2 months 3 months kua. . not sure yet. . .
November is holiday plan, going to Ipoh with Copot, Penang with Em, then go any short trips or dating lor. . =)hehehe. . .

What else, hmmm . . oh yeah, back to playing foos lor. . .hahah..need to play more. . i can't even shoot. . lol . .

Well, i think that's all peeps. . .Pictures are yet to be with me, so i can't upload yet!!=)Patient!!=)

Ciaoz people!!=)

*Current Mood > Moody, Srry, Missy, Luvvy, n Happy(holidays)*

-kimhan-

hmmm, ups?downs?

Let's see,I reli Dunno where tO begin thO. . .

I hav my LasT weeK of ClaSs. ExAms in TwO mre weeks time aNd i"m not StuDYyinG yet. . !!I'M GettiNg StreSs di . . . .

I ReLie dNnoo wat to say here. . .

Oh YeAh i am SIck NOw, BadLy, But i StiLl wEnt 4 FutSal 2Day wiTh Somee Frens. . . ThEn WenT eat iN ss2 cos NeeD 2 DroP soMeFren To LRT station in Kelana Jaya.

To who it may concern:
I'm writing this part especially for you!!

I'm Sorry for what I did that did not pleased you,
I'm Sorry ok?
I knw, U gonna say that I'm Nt there when U need me, I'm Sorry. . Not that I wanted too. . .
Now, let me tell U this, yes I'm getting reli speechless nowadays, the way U talk to me, The way u treat me. . .I knw, it might be me that causes it to be like that, but I honestly do not like it. . .
The way U answering me had changed too. . . I reli dunno what ur thinking now!! U did not tell me anything anymore. . .ur feelings. . .
Everytime when something happened, it affects me. . reli. .
but i rather not make it worse, so it seems that i do not care. . .but then, wat i get is U getting more 'do not care' attitude towards me. . .i got rather sad sad sad. . .
U do not care me as much as b4 di . . so . . .wat should i do . .maybe u do, but it jus a different way now. . . .
that's all. . .whether u get emo, wtf, or watever or feeling bad or etc, after reading this, i am sorry ok .. .tat's wht i think . . .
-The End-

That's all i hav to update. . .i hav no mood currently. . .
tataz. . .

*Current Mood > Worried, Curious and moody + SICK!!!*

-kimhan-

What??

I am in Uni Computer lab, attending class. . . .

I dunno what happened, but this is just not what I wanted. . . .

If I'm just another burden to you, I'm sorry. . .

After the big 'war', we had changed. . .

I understand that we have lesser to chat, but that is not the problem. . .

You've been 'pushing' me away ever since. . .

It's hurt for me to hear you say something like that. . .

I just do not like that kind of feeling. . .

I missed the past that's all . . .

What do you want now, U never tell me anymore. . .

I wonder, think and think . . .

I'm just sad, hurt and sorry . . .

That's all I have to say . . .

*Current Mood > moody, sad, busy*
-kimhan-

Respond. . .

I dunno what to say . . . Reli!!
Nowadays my feelings had been up and down . . .
I jus need U every now and then . . .
U understand part of me, but not fully. . .
I had nvr get tired of changing, but tired of arguing. . .
I'm tired. . .
No one want's to argue, it's just misunderstanding. . .
U are suffering, but I am willing to share. . .
I admit, I am not the one. . . .
But who knows?
U asked me questions that shocked me,
I just answer cooly, but it still leads to an argue. . .
I am not willing to give up, and will not think that for this very moment. . .
We had been sharing speeches, and I just do not want it to flow down the river yet. . .
U just changed towards me for some time,
which makes me reli worried and sad all the time. . .
I miss U and I reli do. . .
I do not know does it goes the same with you, but that's what lies inside me. . .
Sometimes, I'm totally opposite of what you think I am,
But, it's still the same me. . .
I know U had hard times recently, but all I need now, is U!!
Chill and cheers. . .
I do need u at times, but U just dunno when is that, which hurt me more. . .
U wan me when U need me, but I do not know when. . .
After thinking, I finally know where is the problems. . .
It happens if both does not tell it out. . .

I had been hurt several times with U,
Sad, Anger, Disappointed, and broken. . .
But all I always tell myself is, stand back up, face it, solve it, and take it as the obstacle towards future. . .

Before End, I just want to say, I do not want to give up and I am looking forward for improvement. . .
Now all lies in Ur decisions. . .
I am waiting for U. . . .

I am deeply in sadness, moody mode and missing mode. . .
I'm totally confuse over what Ur thinking at times, but I HOPE I will know. . .
I'm trying to be tough, but returning back to me, is things getting worse, dont U see?

I am sorry for what I done, or for things I did not do as what u expect. . . Forgive me . . .And do not worry, U did ntg wrong, ur just being U!!=)

Anyways, that's all, I hope U understand...

*Current mood > Moody*
*Wishes > U to msg me, U to forgive me, U not to give up, U to give another try, U understands, U to chill;cheers, and U to come back . . *

-kimhan-

Random . . .

The MOON u can see near my house. . . .

U can find Ronald fren there. . .

The working Team, Partly. . .

Grace Bday. . .

-KimHan-

Futsal, Swenson, The Eyes of Malaysia. . .

THE PICTURES:
The group that went futsal, then in Swenson, then went to The Eyes of Malaysia. . .

The one that involved : KimHan, Wai Chien, Agus, Sue, Tee Yew, Grace, Nadia, Hendra, Johan, Felix, Joanna, Galuh, Chee Chan, Ifa, Sunny, Wen Pei and KimHalim . . .

Some went for all, Some went for some. . .

-kimhan-

Loads

Wow, it's been half a month already, and I realise i hav MUCH to update. . . .let me see where should i start. . .

Well, Acct assignment to me is a headache. . .reli . . .RM 145 for one assignment???damn man . .and it requires so much work. . .me and my group keep doing none stop and can't even finish, till jus now. . .which is 2nd Oct, submission date line. . haihs. . most of us manage to finish it, some, a little more, and one of my fren gave up, cos not enuf time to finish. . .time to pass up is 5pm mar. . .lol . .whole day man . . doing and checking. . lol . .well, at least for now it's done. . .

Business stat assignment, i dunno how to do, so jus copy for the online quiz lar. . dunno the marks yet, but i need to start studying now!!!

Marketing left one more week of assignment only, hopefully easy lar. . .then econs, got back the first assignment. . i GOT PASS only!!omg. . .damn the Tutor larr. . . .mark so strict, one small grammer mistake also minus mark!!wtf. . . Many ppl didn't get good marks. . .some did. . .hmm. . .damn. . .

let me see wat else, oh yeah, work in Pavillion KL, the new Shopping mall, promoting for Bossini. . .It was fun job, walking around bukit bintang street, giving out promotions fliers, windmills, balloons. . .lol . . Get to meet a lot of different ppl and worthy to work there. . .lol . it's part time anyway. . The negative thing about this job is, they gave me Size M SHIRT!!which is WAY SMALLER than my body . .i have to squeeze my body tru!!lol . . .heheh. . .

Oh yeah, my one week holiday is over jus like tat and i didnt even start my real holiday due to the stupid accting assignmen. . . everyday busy working on it only. . .haihs. . .FINALS COMING SOMEMORE!!!arghh!!i haven even do any revision!!!!=[ GOD HELP ME!!! I NEED PPL MOTIVATING ME!!!!

Getting fatter each day tho . . . lol . .eating. .YUM YUM. . .

Happy Birthday Dino And Viry on November 30th. Happy Birthday TIng ting October 1st . . .!!

Went Nandos Celebrated with ting ting lor. . .err gt her a BIG soft toy, shared by PPLs. . .lol . .and bought cake together eat . . .went home around 11 and zzz. . .tat happen ytd. . .lol . . which is on her bday lar i mean. . lol . .

Oh yeah, went swenson that day with COPOT to hav a GREAT DINNER, after futsal, so many things happen in futsal . .funny. . .lol . .shadowless defender, Spinning kH, Back pain, KNS, all type lar. . lol . .funny man . . .but stupid Friday's in Parade asked us to wait 45 minutes for seats, then after that still asked us to wait somemore. . .wtf rite?? Dun promise us the time if u not sure when will we get our seat. . .haihs tat's why went to swensons. . . .heheh . .YUM YUM, then went to the eyes of malaysia. . .then after tat home by 2. . .all zzz. . .lol

COPOT EVERY Friday, exercise. . .Futsal!!

Let me see wat else??hmmm . .there's been a lot troubling me. . .will express it after my picture post. . . i'll leave it for now. . picture post after this. . .Stay tune. . .

*Current mood > Tired, Moody, Thinking, Stressing, Sadness, Confuse, Missy. . . *

-kimhan-

wt??

What the. . . . hmm . .What did I Done to deserve this?? hmm . . . .

WTF?!

Wat the hell . . .hmmm . . .

Today morning woke up, tried to do my business stat!! DUN EVEN KNOW a thing!!wat the hell lar. . .lucky thing I finish my micro. . . now am suppose to do my MArketing. . but then . .lol . . .

Noon, played futsal wit my buddies. . it's been a while since I kick a ball!!lol . . It's a try out for me playing the keeper, which I had not played for quite some time. . .I conceeded goals. . . .=[ Anyway, they asked me to start training with thm every Wednesday . . hopefully. . .lol . .

WTF, I HATE the barber that cut my hair!!!MY WORST HAIR CUT!!!!! omg. . . So hard I left my hair for so LONG and wavvy. . . and now, all u can see on my head is a CAP!!!F*** up man!!reli . . . haihs. . .damn freaking sad!!!!stupid BARBER!!!Not gonna go ur shop anymore!!

Tats' all, rushing for assignment!!

*Current Mood > MAD, ANGRY, PISSED, MOODY, worried bt assignment. . . *

-kimhan-

New. . . .

Lets' start from wat I rmbered lor. . .lol . .

Wednesday class as usual . . can't rmb did we went out or not when break time. . lol . .

PUASA STARTS!!!To all Muslims. . . Happy Ber-puasa. . .

Thursday, we went to eat, teochew porridge. . lol . .
Me, Sue, WC, HN, HS, TU, Grace, CC, KHL, Joanna. . . i hope i didn't miss out anyone lar. . .lol . .we ate quite a lot, and one person only pays RM*. . . .then all went back uni . . .some got classes. . .I do my econs. . lol . . .

Friday, meet others to do econs. . .then rite. . the funny thing was, we were supposse to hav lunch only. . .then continue our econs. . . but then turn out we spent our time in pyramid shopping. . lol . .so funny rite.. .then later that nite, went asia to yumm char lor. . .as well as play foosball. . . lol . .noober mer. . lol . . .

Today, went dim sum with parents. . then went to IOI mall, saddening place. . .nt my type of place. . .then after that drove to sunway pyramid again to buy my shoes. . .lol ..wee. . .went home around 4pm then I watch dvd wit sis and i rested my self. . lol . . after that online lor. . .lol . . supposely i am doing my work wan . .but i'm so lazy ..damn it . . .any one please motivate me . . . lol . . .

Tmr another day left for a new week to begin . .damn i'm so lazy . . i hope i can finish wat i had planned!!lo . .help!!!









Sue's Birthday cake, Celebrated two times. . .
Her other frens celebrate with her wan actually. . .










Babolat Grip, for FoosBall. . .








Vietnamese Restaurant, ate 'lunch' here with my parents. . .











My dad's salad!!Yum Yum*






My dad's NIKE AIR MAX360, RM 650









My NIKE, RM 199








My ADDIDAS SUPERSTAR, RM 239





Thats all for now i guess. . . .C ya ppl . .ciaoz. . .

*Current mood > Sick, Worried, stress*

-kimhan-

What happen?!

I msg U, ur reply was different. . .
I think and I think, I afraid that U say I think too much. . .
So, I called, but no one pick up, so I guess it's bed time. . . .
I want to msg good nite, bt some how there's a miss call. . .
I called back, and I asked. . .
U replied that U can say U r sleeping. . . .
I wonder, but I do not want to disturb, so therefore good nite it is. . .
U slam the phone, that's ok. . .
I msg dear, saying good nite to U. . .
Some how, there's a reply saying something strange . . .
I think and think again,
It might be Ur mood swing, or blurrness when sleeping. . . .
But if it's not that case, I cannot figure out why YET. . .
If it's my wrong, I'm sorry. . .
If it's late, I'm sorry. . .
But if there's something else,
Please tell me. . .
Do not get 'burned' too fast . . .
It's not GOod for Health!!

I'M WORRIED. . . . .
hugs, nitez. . .

-kimhan-

Normal days, but Birthdays. . .

Hey people, let me see. . .

Monday was a day to not remember well, because it's so bored!!RELI!! . . .

Went to my 1st lecture late, business stat, cos I woke up late, then went to print my marketing assignment and lecture notes!!Then go makan, then go lectures again, till 5, then go home, then took a nap!!
I went to gym later tat nite, and it was great!!I work out not TOO much, cos I hav injuries on my legs but I did sweat quite a lot!!
Went home, rest!! Talk on the phone for hrs, laugh, lame, serious, . . apa pun ada lar . . .lol . . =)
Later, zZZz. . .

Tuesday, tutorial classes. . . .Not too bored, cos I hav to finish my quizzes. . . business stat quiz!! I only got 23.5 out of 30. . . so sad. . . Which means only 78.33 percent. . haihs. . .Was expecting 80 plus lar. . .haihs haihs. . .

After class, went to One U, Italianese, to celebrate Sue and Agus birthday!!lol . . BOught a BIG pigggy for Sue and bag for Agus. . .lol . . We ordered QUITE alot. . .but we shared lar. . .lol . .we talk, we laugh lor. . .err, Didn't eat the Bday cake cause everyone was full!!lol . .kelian . Sue brought home, and will bring another day!!lol . . . Some pictures below. . .
























1st: The English Premier League mini Title.

2nd: The Mini Bar in Italianese.

3rd: The 'Appertizer'.




T-U eating deliciously with Hendra posing!!












Hong Nien, Smilling.
Nadia, KimHalim, Chee Chan.







Too free, taking pepper and salt. . .




Pizza, forgotten wat pizza. . .
Chicken something, pasta!





Cabonara, Salmon Pizza. . .




Lagsana & Macoronni. . .







forgotten the name, but YUMMY!!








Chocolate cake n Marbel Cheese. .







Agus and Sue, Cutting the Cake . . .












Sue with her PIGGY!!









And THERE WE ARE!!







That's all for now FOlks. . . Nitez. . .

*Current Mood > Worried, Sad, Missing., Tired. . . .*

-kimhan-